Real reason for religious
oppression of LGBT people.
Parents take their gay child
to the pastor
to get fixed from being gay
or daisy or tomboy.
The pastor prays and prays
but it doesn't change,
so he starts threatening the kid with hell.
Stories of Sodom and Gomorrah
as proof that God hates gays.
Sodom and Gomorrah was destroyed because of a rape culture. All sexual events were rape. When the mob wanted the angels who saved Lot to go to them and also after Lot was saved and his daughters stayed with him in a cave,
they didn't have men near, so they made their father drunk to have sex with him against his will to get pregnant. That was rape and they learned that in Sodom and it was not homosexual of nature.
The daughters raped their father.
Destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah
is not proof that God hates gays,
it's proof that God hates rape.
Above things were taken
out of context and proportion
to threaten little lezzies
and little daisies to become normal.
So out of fear for God
and hell, they started acting normal.
So the churches started preaching this in general so that the little lezzies
and little gays would all feel intimidated at the same time.
This worked thus it
became a general part of church preaching and was eventually believed
as the truth.
However, behind it was still the parents who don't want that embarrassment and who also
want descendants, which is all understandable and fair reasons.
Only thing is they thought lgtq is either psychological or attention seeking, they do not understand
that it is a different biological structure.
Meaning them acting 'normal' is a forced frustrating and life suffocating sentence.
It is also basically fake and lends itself to hypocrisy,
even aggressive and people destructive hypocrisy.
So for the sake of the parents,
the church terrified
their gay kids into the closet.
I think if parents could understand the biological dynamics of their poor lgtq kid,
that it is similar
to hermaphrodite,
only not outwardly visible.
Then they would perhaps mostly
not expect the demands that were made on them
and even feel compassion instead of accusation.
Behold. Another thing by the twisters: Apparently some men say that I have openly declared war against men! Now listen to this women, I have only taken a stand of defense for women, against the exploiting enslavement of women that has spread internationally.
This sex exploiting enslavement of women seems to be an invisible maneuver, but it is the direct resistance-response of the societies of men against the equal human rights movement for women, since the times of the suffragettes. In other words, men have declared war against women, but not openly. I am just making women aware of it that we have been jeopardized and that we must find ways to regain and maintain our freedom and recover and rebuild our dignity as human beings.
Thanks God for His super-hero technology angels. Rescue in a terrible thing that women do not really want to know of and thus avoid facing it,
because it is so grievous.
However if we do not face it and stop it, it will become much worse than grievous. Beautiful women with beautiful smiles and dreams of successful careers or happy family life, get drawn and caught into a system of sex exploitation until they have no career left, their health is in pieces and their youth deteriorates fast and they still attained nothing career-wise and no-one family-wise. When they are not attractive enough to be 'profitable' anymore, they get discarded with no career or family.
Thus women do not only get robbed of beauty, health and career, but of the opportunity to build a family, a future and security and have a respected position in society. By then they have no self-respect or sense of self-value left. To women to whom it has happened and those whose lives are constantly threatened by it, let them form a society to help each other in a new career, inter-supportive clean cut entrepreneur businesses, counteracting the system of stealing young women's lives. Counteracting the system that wars against the humanity and worthiness of women. Counteracting a system that turns women into convenient easy use-able, obedient programmed dolls.
We are people, we have character and personality. We have feelings and love and care. We have dreams and ambitions to be successful and improve society and civilization. We are creative and musicians and athletes and sport heroes. We are artists, mathematicians, scientists, architects, astronauts, pilots and sergeant majors. We are mothers and sisters and cousins and friends. We are by nature happy, chirpy, enthusiastic and playful. They won't stop breaking us - we have to stop it. Perhaps with skill and wisdom, we could move out of the oppression, without a big noise, sort of invisibly.
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A Motherly Leader.
The leaders ceased in Israel, they ceased until I, Deborah, arose; until I arose, as a mother in Israel. Deborah, a prophetess, the wife of Lapidoth, judged Israel at that time.
(Judges 5:7) feminine plural of 3940 = Lappidoth, From 3940 lappid OR lap-peed' , an unused root. Probably meaning to shine; a flambeau, lamp or flame:
Judges 4:5 She lived under the palm tree of Deborah between Ramah and Bethel in mount Ephraim and the sons of Israel came up to her for judgment. ------------
The intention here is not implying any specific persons, but to reveal that Deborah of the bible could very well have been married to a woman, indicated by the name of her spouse, as it is very unlikely to change a name to a feminine style and give it to a man.
For instance look at the English form of Lappid and Lappidoth: a man could be called 'Shiner' but not easily 'Shinessa' or 'Shinestra'.
They also only call it 'her husband' in the bible commentaries, not in the bible itself. Thus it may have been easy to assume by translators, who are not accustomed to Hebrew male or female name adjustments. Or they knew ... but hid it by translating it as '..the wife of Lapidoth..' instead of 'Lapidoth was her wife'.
I.O.W there is room for research here for a clever archaeologist or someone who has permission to ancient original scriptures, who may even find more hidden same gender couples. Thinking of the love between Ruth and Naomi; Jonathan and David and John the beloved and Jesus.
Also (Phi 4:2) Euodias and Syntyche were entreated to have the same mind (interest, be intellectually together) in the Lord. Paul asked his fellows to help these women who were his fellow-laborers.
Plus there is no mention that Deborah had children and it is custom to mention the children of leaders in the bible. Calling her a 'mother in Israel' lends itself more to being a mother to Israel as the sons of Israel went to her, 'their mother', for judgement. In the most likely case that Deborah had a wife, then there was no disrespect from the sons of Israel, instead much respect for her and her guidance and courage in war.
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Tsiyown, pronounced Seon; in English Zion or Sion.
The name, Sion is a personal name which I carried with honor. Knowing the meaning of it has uplifted me much throughout my life, until mockers found a way to degrade my name, disgracing-Ly putting another meaning to it.
Eager publicity, globally, caused that every body knows what it is, so I do not have to explain. The publicity and mocking and associated cruel lust attitudes of people went on for long before I knew what was going on. Once I found out, it broke me and I also then understood others' crude perverted attitudes to me. I have wept for months over this degrading disgrace that was put on my identity, endangering my life and not being able to escape it.
Until I realized, they did not only disgrace me, they also disgraced the Holy place of Israel; more so the Jews, because Zion is also the city of Judah. However regarded as the City of Jehovah.
Great is Jehovah and exceedingly to be praised in the city of our God, His holy mountain. Beautiful on high, the joy of all the earth, is Mount Zion, in the sides of the north, the city of the great King.
(Ps. 48:1+2)
Then God .. chose the tribe of Judah, the mount Zion which He loved. And He built His sanctuary high and stable, like the earth which He has established for ever. (Ps 78:68-69) The Word that Isaiah the son of Amos saw concerning Judah and Jerusalem. It will be in the last days, the mountain of Jehovah's house will be established the head of the mountains and will be exalted above the hills and all nations will journey unto it. Many people will go and say: "Come let us go to the mountain of Jehovah, to the house of the God of Jacob and He will teach us of His ways and we will walk in His paths."
For out of Zion will go forth the Law and the Word of Jehovah, from Jerusalem. And He will judge among the nations and will rebuke many people and they will beat their swords into plowshares and their spears into pruning-hooks. Nation will not lift up sword against nation, neither will they learn war any more. O House of Jacob, come and let us walk in the light of Jehovah. (Isaiah 2:1-5) Isa 59:20 And the Redeemer will come to Zion and unto them that turn from transgression in Jacob, says the LORD.
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The mockers will even turn every one of those sentences into something lust perverted... ... like they have done to the beautiful feathers, published it globally and disgraced the honor of the 1st Nations of US. And like they have done to the Rainbow, published it globally and disgraced the symbol of LGTQ people, as if all these groups and races have not had enough degrading disgrace throughout history. I have tried a new name, but that is also associated to something ghastly pervert by the lust maniacs.
Although some women spread the news, it originated with men and is encouraged by men. The point is, these pervert cruel men cause the suffering, but hide like cowards behind the women they encourage and 'reward them' with so-called 'their favor' and laughter. All I can say is that I know 1st hand what disgracing degrading feels like, because I have carried it being targeted at me specifically. Now however, I have the choice to regard it as having shared in the disgracing of the most special peoples of the world.
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Friday, January 15, 2016
Loyalty and trust-ability.
Symbol of the horse: Horses are known for loyalty and trust-ability. Those precious people who have theses remarkable characteristics realize that they are valuable and it gives them self respect.
What many of them with this kind of pure heart do often not realize is that they need to choose very carefully to whom to apply these devotions and to whom not. It is a great gift from the Creator and distinguishes such a person.
However there are conscienceless people who will recognize these characteristics of loyalty and trust-ability and rake in such a person and make good friends with one, but only to do their destructive work for them and control them with loyalty and trust-ability demands.
Such shrewd people are not loyal or trust-able in return, but as soon as the loyal person starts feeling uncomfortable about doing certain duties expected, that are harmful to others, then the villain will start pressing hard on the trust-ability button or the loyalty button to drive this person with their own integrity to proceed with obscure tasks. What happens then is that good characteristics get bridled to do destructive work and may even justify the destructive work, because it was done in the name of loyalty and trust-ability.
In such a way a good person can be turned into a criminal and even feel good about it. This is a tragic situation for a valuable person to get stuck in. Loyalty and trust-ability should be applied to The Creator in the first place, and secondly to one's own principals of improvement and integrity. Thirdly to your mission or life purpose. When applied to family and friends, then it should be checked if it is there in return. It must also be within discussion and honesty.
What happened to me in two previous relationships, I was trust-able and loyal, but interferes with plunder motives lied to my partner about me and gave her the impression that I was in-loyal and in-trust-able. She never discussed it with me and this turned her into being un-loyal and un-trust-able. Eventually the relationship landed on the rocks.
These two experiences damaged my sense of loyalty and trust-ability, making me feel it's not worthwhile concerning people. This is also tragic. It is difficult for someone who has these characteristics to not be sensitive to them and somehow needs to be loyal and trustable.
However I have learned to apply this to my Creator and my life-purpose and my own principals. Really, to express loyalty and trust-ability in a relationship is certainly necessary, but without open conversation and honest discussion of other people's opinions or 'declarations' of either one in a relationship, it already reveals a lack of loyalty and trust-ability.
Concerning Jesus, during the time that He was persecuted by the majority, the ones who remained loyal to Him, where His mother, one aunt and the woman He rescued from the stoners and also John the beloved. They stayed near Him during the whole process. Jesus also knew that John was trust-able to take care of His mother. "His mother stood by the cross of Jesus and His mother's sister, Mary the wife of Clopas and Mary Magdalene. Then when Jesus saw His mother and the disciple whom He loved standing near, He said to His mother, Woman, behold your son! Then He said to the disciple, Behold your mother! And from that hour that disciple took her into his own home."
(Joh 19:25-27)
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Wednesday, January 13, 2016
Just another denomination.
A reason why I love to post vintage photos of loving lesbian couples is to keep reminding people that this is not a 'modern trend' it has always been there. And they got married then, perhaps it was not officially recognized, but it was meant sincerely, obviously. What I don't understand is this big drama over churches splitting because of allowing LGTQ and their marriage. Take only Christianity, how many denominations are there not from Catholic to Baptist to Charismatic, and many others. Like the Methodist Church originated as the Mission Outreach of the Anglican Church but eventually the reality of a church dealing with the problems of distant societies, was experienced as vastly different than the reality of their traditional established Mother Church. The Methodist Church did not 'split away', they just became more independent in managing their system according to how it suited their situation. From there on they became independent and became a Church in own right. Why can LGTQ Christians not have such a similar branching out from their Mother Churches until they are big enough and can manage their own system suiting their unique situations? Branching out with a unique purpose and eventually becoming independent is a so much brighter approach to the problem than this whole splitting thing. LGTQ may also need to admit that their issues are very different to the issues of the heteros. The Christian LGTQ Church is just another denomination. Some churches baptize with sprinkling water others with plunging under water. Some Churches marry man and woman others marry 'woman' and 'woman' and 'man' and 'man'. However we all know that LGTQ women are more than women being masculine and brave for having a male brain. The LGTQ women and men have different dimensions to their identities which lend them to love the same gender, etc, etc. Gal 5:6 For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor un-circumcision has any strength, but faith working through love. (Meaning physical male identity is now irrelevant) So the law(by knowing we can't keep it) has been a servant to take us to Christ, so that we might have righteousness by faith. But now that faith has come, we are no longer under an instructor. Because you are all offspring of God through faith in Jesus Messiah.(Having paid your penalty.) For all those of you who were baptized into Christ did put on Christ. (new identity, being declared innocent/justified.) There is no more Jew or Greek, servant or free, male or female: because you are all one in Jesus Christ. And if you belong to Jesus, then you are Abraham's seed and yours is the heritage by the right of God's undertaking given to Abraham. (Gal 3:24-29) (Abraham was recognized by God for his unwavering faith in God and justified for his faith in God, not whether he always did the right thing or not, he did not ... Understand this, it was because of his faith in God, his trust in God! Thus, those who are called the 'offspring or seed' of Abraham .. it's not literally. It means those are children of faith, meaning Abraham is the father of the faith in God, and those who live like that, by faith in God, are included in the heritage of Abraham. Which are many things like answered prayer, promises coming true, prospering in dry land, a great descend-ency, supernatural protection, the best: direct friendship and communication with God.) I.O.W. Since there are insecure human differences among those who are spiritually one in Christ, denominations formed. Those in different denominations can still be 'one in Christ', they just feel more comfortable in a society which understands their specific issues and are structured to attend to such. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 2:49 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Friday, January 8, 2016 The sense of value The sense of value in a person equals the person's sense of right to live. It's an instinct. Sometimes someone need not be specifically productive to have value, but the value is in being important or uplifting company to another. Most people experience during their lifetime, at some or other time, a loss of sense of value. This causes tension pulling on the instinct of loosing the 'right to live'. To dwell on the position of value that was lost does not help, except if it can be regained in a way. Another solution is to start looking beyond that and find another position of value. It does not have to be complicated. Look for something within your means. Look for another audience or market or society. Adjust-ability and flexibility are means by which to maintain and also build your sense of value. Another thing: There is a difference between a sense of value and inherent value. The inherent human value of any person is immeasurable potential, no matter in what condition the person is. The sense of value in a person though, is very sensitive and can be broken down by intimidating people, competitors or enemies, or even them who want to use humans for profit, benefit or crime without much cost(i.o.w enslavement ) In any circumstances of experiencing loss of sense of value, keep saying to yourself:"I have immeasurable potential." Watch out for people who do enslavement: two things will break down your sense of self-worth: 1.They will talk to make you feel worthless for anything else but, for instance sex or stripping. That is forcing persons into sex, i.o.w. it's rape. 2. What ever crimes they involve you in, will break down your self-respect and sense of value. One of the reasons why it's difficult to get out of any enslaved situation, is a broken down sense of value, but the person who can realize the truth of inherent value about immeasurable potential, will have the ability to maneuver themselves out and free. With the help of God off-course. This truth will also produce faith in expecting help and guidance from God. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 2:36 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Friday, January 1, 2016 Portrait painting Very beautiful woman. :) Thought I could just as well put the painting without water mark. Perhaps I will take orders for portraits, I would like to, but I shall have to work with someone who can manage it for me and manage the Internet. -------------------------------------------------------------- A story about 3 kisses A story from my past .. a few years ago. Once upon a sad day, I dragged through my work at my shop in a center. One of the ladies who also had a shop there, walked past me and may have noticed my face looking sad. When I saw her, I looked up at her and she made three kisses to me with her lovely lips as she walked past me. Since that moment I smiled every now and then, while working. By the end of the working day, the smile went away again and the things that made me sad emerged again. Thus, after work I went to the beach to sit on the dune and stare over the ocean. Then just behind the last waves appeared a whale's head and it looked as if it's mouth was shaped like kiss lips, then whale disappeared and appeared again with kiss lips a bit further on, then disappeared again and appeared for a 3rd time another bit further on, with kiss lips and then waved with it's flipper. In smaller words, three kisses mean: "comfort to you" ~~~ The three times Jesus was revealed to His followers, He being risen from the dead. Then when they had breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter:"Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me more than them? He said to Him:"Yes, Lord, You know that I love You. Jesus said to him:"Feed My lambs". Jesus said to him the second time:"Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me? Peter said to Him:"Yes, Lord, You know that I love You!" Jesus said to him:"Feed My sheep." Jesus said to him the third time: "Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me? Peter was grieved because He said to him a third time, Do you love Me? And he said to Him: "Lord, You know all things, You know that I love You!" Jesus said to him: "Feed My sheep." Joh 21:14-17 Posted by Timothy Nootau at 4:21 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Sunday, December 20, 2015 Change your minds about yourselves, women! Yahweh: "Behold, I will do a new thing; now it will sprout out; do you not want to know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, rivers in the desert". Isa 43:19 To take a whole nation through a desert to a land of freedom and abundance was not 'realistic', however it is historically true, that Israel did journey through the desert. Nevertheless they where miraculously provided for: A cloud that shaded them all from the scorching sun by day A huge fire in the sky at night for light and protection Heavenly bread that rained from the sky fresh every day and water flowing from rocks on the way. A new journey is needed away from mass enslavement of women, especially beautiful lesbians who where brainwashed that they 'don't matter' that they don't count that they are 'guilty' and deserve 'the punishment' Those are the methods of modern slave drivers of tyrant exploiters who use these women to control and manage their opponents so that they can achieve their goals big business? It's rape! I tell you in the Name of Jesus each one of these women, these Lesbians are precious children of God Jesus wants them out of the punishment Jesus wants them free and happy healthy and strong to live and love and create and build to make peace and to protect nature take care of the orphans they are awesome people created by Yahweh Women and lesbians, change your minds about yourselves and your value and your freedom and your rights as individuals and together as a 'nation' journey to freedom and abundance. Arch Angel Michael is with us !! Destruction of the exploit monster, imploded and severed loveless maniac f drive . Posted by Timothy Nootau at 5:08 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Thursday, December 10, 2015 The comfort kiss Snug in arms sad sweety held comfortably firm and kiss with a kiss that is only for the sake of a kiss to nourish faint soul to melt away shock .. not intense gently and softly until smiling again and cheeks glowing again or perhaps just falling asleep feeling safe in arms. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 4:38 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Thursday, December 3, 2015 Kiss of life. Live for love. Each one of you should have your own partner to love in holiness and not go f around! (fornicate : it is not love .. it kills love) 1 Cor. 7:2 Realize !! It is love you need !! Take each others side in everything. Reflect each other where you sincerely recognize similarities. Protect each other, even openly and publicly. Take care of each other in any difficulty or illness. Enjoy interests you like doing together with passion. Be faithful. Be gentle and kind and comforting. Talk out every conflict completely until there is mutual understanding and peace. Increase your love for each other. --------------- Posted by Timothy Nootau at 3:24 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Wednesday, November 18, 2015 Explanation Since I can remember I have been very interested in spiritual matters and have investigated various religions and spiritual powers. Although I found that none of this knowledge or exercising them changed my state of unhappiness or 'unfulfilled-sens'. Since I also studied about Jesus, read the Bible and prayed, I knew enough to believe in Him but did not understand. However, one evening I spend dining with a large group of artists friends in Cape Town. Everybody around the table was philosophizing about the meaning of life at that stage but it started sounding empty to me. so I started saying that I do not really believe in that or that because of that. So someone asked me:"So what do you believe?" I did not know what to say. It was like everyone was staring at me quietly waiting, so eventually I heard myself say to them:"I believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of God and that He died on the cross to forgive us." Needless to say that they were shocked. After a small awkward silence the lady right across me broke the ice by saying:"That is beautiful!" and smiled and everyone started chatting again. Since then I felt different. One evening I was driving with a friend in her car and I was looking out the window up into the black starry sky, then I heard a voice speak to me out of the sky, one sentence, telling me something about myself, which I don't want to reveal. I felt it was God. His voice was solid, strong and definite but very peaceful. Did not scare me at all. later that year I felt very desperate one night and with last hopes I spoke to God, saying:"God I give my life to You if You can do something with it ..." I just lay-ed down curled up on the carpet and felt how God touched my soul and accepted me. Since then, having had this close encounter with Him, He is my life. This was many years ago and He guided me to understand many spiritual things. The spiritual life with God is His Holy Spirit and His angels. There are other angels as well who have lost there office as 'angel' because they were jealous of God and wanted to operate independently, but they do not have the responsibility to be just and fair and as a result cause a lot of havoc with selfish egotistic human controlling powers. The problem is that they draw humans to them and give them powers in exchange for various kinds of sacrifices. Magic and the thrill of getting supernatural power is almost irresistible to humans. The consequence is that even many who where Christians have deserted Jesus for magic. But magic can not forgive humans their tress-passes, lies, deceit and harm they do to each other. All of us have done harm to others and all of us need to confess and ask forgiveness and God the Father of Jesus grants it because His Son paid the penalty. For people to turn their backs on Jesus for magic, means they will live with guilt, a heavy conscience, jealousy and vengeance and using their magic to express it. In the end it is a big hex and vex war fighting to get more power and insecurity is the drive force behind it. By following Jesus away from magic, provides a person with the Holy Spirit which is the power of God but under God's responsible just guidance. Following Jesus also provides a light conscience and the continuous opportunity to ask and receive forgiveness and guidance, which is why I am now writing to you. Following Jesus also provides the security of eternal life with Him, answers to difficult questions and peace inside. Also protection to the measure of just fairness. I wrote this with hope that you will understand why I don't want to get involved in magic of any sort. To me having Jesus is the ultimate privilege, He is everything to me and have saved me from many morbid things like for example sex drive. I am not just celibate I am actually asexual with no need. Living with Jesus is soul fulfilling with love, identity, beauty and new awareness etc. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 10:03 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Wednesday, November 4, 2015 Choosing with understanding. (Both these images represents mind states in myself but controlled by understanding and grace, because I have Jesus in my life. I am sure many women will be able to identify with this experience.) When a person has a rebellious mind-set, The rebellion is often against hypocritical virtue, hypocritical justice and hypocritical truth, having been traumatized and disillusioned by it. Often this person does not believe in it anymore. For that matter it’s usually aimed against persons who pretend to stand for that or is known as someone it matters too. This gives such a rebellious person a certain disposition easily shackled by controllers, because there is very little or none preservative principals left in such a person. These controllers use such character broken-ed people to do their mischief for them as their ‘shield’. First they prepare them by sabotaging their conscience, which is the foundation of character. Without the restriction of a working conscience, these rebellious persons are eager saboteurs of others in service of their ‘gurus’. Some shrewd people, to keep up a 'respectable' public image, don’t fight their ‘obstacles’ by themselves, they utilize ‘antagonistic others’ and reward them with credit and praise, strengthening their ability and tendency to be destructive. This is enslavement. A rebel disposition stands on two feet: 1. An intense need for personal value which often results in a fabricated status of superiority. This often produces a dangerous type of pride which disregards smaller or weaker or poorer or other kinds of people to the point of considering them as discard-able. 2. A deep sense of insecurity, because of serious inner wounded-ness having resulted from traumatizing painful blows by trusted people or so-called virtues people. People who were supposed to be loyal to them. Sadly these things happen to all of us, to some more than others, admitted, and we have all done some disappointing things to others. However the issue remains that there often appear opportunities that make room for choice. Firstly to choose for yourself - if justice, truth and peaceful creativity matters to you and then practice it for yourself whether others do it or not and whether they have harmed you or not. Choosing this is just the healthier choice for your own stress level and peaceful sleep and creating your own sense of personal value for yourself. Moving out of a position of enslavement and protecting it also counts on an opportunity to give room for choice. It helps to understand what personal dynamics caused you to land there and to choose not in favor of those inner tendencies. Choices should be made using logic and not the emotional stoking influences of others. It is difficult to make choices in the atmosphere of overwhelming emotional stoking by others, thus it will help to remember when you need to make choices, even before you ask advice, find quietness and employ logic. Pray for God’s answer. After you made your choice you could ask for advice, but discard all advice that is not logic and be conscious of those who stoke emotion. God’s answer in your heart will be confirmed in some way and it will stabilize your choice to give you the confidence you need to stick to it. Psa 25:12 What a person is the one who fears Yahweh? He teaches her the way she should choose. Pro 15:33 The fear of Yahweh is instruction in wisdom, and before honor is humility. Pro 16:6 By mercy and truth, iniquity is purged and by the fear of Yahweh, turning away from calamity. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 1:25 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Sunday, November 1, 2015 Many target Israel. ISRAEL BELONGS TO JAHWEH, ALMIGHTY GOD> Only God has the right to judge or discipline Israel. Isa 60:12 The nation and kingdom that will not serve you(Israel) will perish. Yes, those nations will be completely wasted. The glory of Lebanon will come to you, the fir tree, the pine tree, and the box tree together, to beautify the place of My sanctuary and I will make the place of My feet glorious. Also the children of your afflicters will come bowing to you; and all your despisers will bow down at the soles of your feet. And they will call you, The city of Jehovah, The Capitol of the Holy One of Israel. Instead of being forsaken and hated, so that no one passes through, I will make you a for everlasting majesty, a joy of many generations. ------ This may have been a prophecy for the time of king Solomon when Israel was at it ultimate greatness. Nevertheless, even that history is a shadow of the final restoration an even greater majesty of Israel in the future. There are many end time theories to be discussed about this but that is not this blog's issue now, the point is to make awareness that even individual hostility to Israel or a Jew would most likely result in equal punishment from God. Whether they make mistakes or not! It is God's business to deal with them. Best is to ask God for wisdom and respect with them. I remember once I had a problem with a person and I was angry and wanted to really tell that person 'something!', but I heard the Spirit say to me:"That is a Jew!" I just knew - back off .. I know we cannot always know whose who, but the Spirit will guide and we can say sorry to God. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 4:37 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Saturday, October 3, 2015 Hypno-suggestion 'conversion therapy'. "Break the mind-bend for the liberty of the Lesbians!" Direct attack on a woman, because she is a lesbian, can be unnerving but at least it's definable and resistible with the law and self defense preparation. It is the indirect, subtle luring into a fake hetero-mindset and lifestyle which is hard to defend against. There is a 'forced marriage' which is not obvious ... It is not open like traditional forced marriage where the parents decide who the child's spouse will be or even more ancient, where parents would sell the daughter at a price. There is this mind onslaught of men who won't accept that there are women who are not interested in them. They insist to be prominent and adored by every woman and lesbians (who are attracted to women), especially if they are beautiful. Thus lesbians often find themselves at some stage in their lives surrounded by men! It happens subtly, woman-friends get wedged away with slander or shaming. Suggestive seductions of the fiercest kinds are used on this lesbian. Men have invisible seduction powers that are similar to spells. They can make a lesbian feel a sex-drive for them ... very confusing if you do not know about this. However it is super imposed over a lesbian's natural grain and will always cause inner conflict that eventually wears this woman out. Their disgracing mocking of lesbians are unbearably discouraging and breaks down resistance. They break down a lesbian's sense of self-worth and dignity to nothing and make her loose her identity and eventually herself. Violence and rape is often used as well. Then they turn her into an 'easy woman' and praise her for that, encouraging sex with men. I have seen this happen to too many beautiful lesbians and today each one of them is miserable. Also continuous suggestions that women need men to do the work that needs strength or 'protect' them against other 'bad men'. What you need is protection of your mind against these types of men who can't leave lesbians alone.They are like tedious flies zooming in and around you, spoiling everything in your life. They are also an insult to normal hetero women, because that is where they should go! Nonetheless, they will keep on with their maneuvers until they wangle a beautiful lesbian into a marriage with a man. And off-course they have the help of other women who are either hetero or a totally brainwashed lesbian who has nothing else left but to take her pain out on helping free lesbians get caught into the same hell on earth. The answer is to get you out of the hell on earth! Walk out of a mad, superimposed forced marriage! It's not your fault that you landed there, you where trapped. Your feelings where controlled, your hormones where controlled, if it was not so you would be happy and strong, not weakening and suffering! "He has sent Me to bind up the broken-hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to those who are bound; to preach the acceptable year of Jehovah and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all who mourn; " Isa 61:1-2 Posted by Timothy Nootau at 3:48 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Friday, October 2, 2015 Victims of victims. In our world it sometimes happens that false reports lead to the destruction of the accused person emotionally and/or the person's livelihood. Those who were involved in the destroying may have only acted on the disgracing reports. In them getting to know the situation better though, they discovered that the false reporters where basically jealous-vendetta driven cowards who presented themselves as 'authorities' on 'this person' whom they planned to destroy via society with socially unacceptable branding. Or those who were covering their own crimes by redirecting that unto an unsuspecting person. Those who were anger influenced and drawn into the 'execution' by the bravado big mouths, find themselves now in a place of haunting regret, with the feeling of 'blood on their hands' that won't wash of! Often the problem with this is that such conscience suffering people may go further to specifically look for faults in the originally accused person for the reason of attempting to justify what they did, for themselves and those who witnessed them. This will only make the problem worse, because the witnesses will be watching and if those attempts or 'pointing out of faults' fail, it only adds to the already desperate state of mind and image. IT IS OKAY to admit to having been influenced by bravado big mouths, especially if they had the attitude of 'being an authority' (falsely off-course) on the accused. They can be very convincing and have the ability to provoke intense emotion of anger - but it is an act - and good people fall for that and 'take up arms'. That is their strategy to get good people to do their crimes for them so they sit back safely behind the newspaper and chuckle and when the truth-popo hits the fan - guess who gets splattered? Secondly the right way out is to confess it to God and ask Him what you should do about it. Perhaps only receive forgiveness by faith in the sacrifice of Jesus. All of us have harmed people intentionally or unintentionally along the way of our lives. (BTW hopefully the experience teaches all of us to next time get the full story from all sides before targeting someone. Also give the 'accused' opportunity to explain ... things may be a totally different picture from other perspectives. Justice is that nobody is guilty until proven guilty, no matter how many growling false witnesses appear and each person has a right on a fair hearing - speak honestly to that person! Also the court and justice system are the only ones who have the right to judge and sentence another person. It is totally illegal for individuals or society to carry out sentences, so do not let anyone ever talk or influence you into doing that - don't do their crime! Tell them if they feel this way to follow legal steps). Posted by Timothy Nootau at 5:36 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Friday, September 25, 2015 shocks and traumas Sometimes unexpectedly devastating things happen to people. People do not realize that shock causes an inner wound, a wound in your mind similar to a sharp stone hitting you somewhere against the head leaving a gash and swollen-es. Such a wound needs care - to be cleaned, stitched, medicated and bandaged to start healing effectively. Most people know and take care of visible wounds, but not the invisible ones. Debriefing is the quickest way to take care of a mental wound. This is a form of emergency trauma counseling according to a scientifically proven method to 'clean, stitch and bandage' mental wounds caused by shock. Worse trauma should also be taken care of properly. This may require a few sessions of trauma counseling. People who work at LIFE LINE can help you or your local social worker can. Help yourself and get the care you need to start healing effectively. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 8:59 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Saved by a kiss. As a follower of Jesus I am also not ashamed of Jesus and He can not be blamed for what the Doctrine Christians do. When I found Jesus or He found me, a few years after I thought to start going to church and ye ... that started, the 'conversion from lesbian' deliverance prayers, driving out homosexual demons and brainwashing with scriptures. The lady who was the leader was very merciful though and showed much affection and acceptance - somehow that works as 'reward' for hetero behavior. I was also 'convinced that I was delivered from 'lesbianism' and that I was now a new and improved 'hetero me' who just should find the 'right husband'. That would be the final victory! What happened though is that one evening, the leader-lady, dropping me off at my flat after bible school, leaned over, put her arm around my shoulder and said something about Agape, phileos and eros. Then she kissed me !!! A long soft awesome kiss. After that I felt dazed and stumbled out of the car walking slowly to the steps. I couldn't walk up the steps, I was totally dizzy. I sat there on the bottom step staring for a while. That kiss awakened something again that was harshly squashed away in me. The same person who put me through that torment (not without my consent at that stage, I really wanted to be 'normal' and acceptable), was the one who also saved me from it. One kiss melted away the farce. I think that even she was saved by that kiss, though she was married with kids (so tragic all these trapped, brainwashed closet christian gays) A few months after that, my late twenties, I met the woman who was with me for many years. There has never been a man in my life or near me, since then and for ever and I thank God. THE KISS-happening was not anyone's fault or failure, I believe it was God showing the truth! Answer to another post, click link. ----------------------------------- Disclaimer: Please, this does not give any married closet-gay-girls the passport to try their secret desires on me. I am not a suppressed, deprived person anymore. Above story was a one time event, nothing happened between me and the leader-lady afterwards. However anyone who FEELS this way and needs to TALK to someone is by all means very welcome to speak with me. Talking about something always defines a personal situation better, providing solutions or a way out. (This is not an advert, I shall speak with you as a friend) Please be brave and talk to me instead of pouncing on me in the kitchen. Ladies I am not being nasty, it happened to me before and afterwards I was blamed so the closet could save her face(also married) and it was broadcast publicly causing me lose many friends even family before I knew what was going on. So talking is just more civilized and thoughtful.. PS. I don't have intimate affairs, I have had some romantic affairs which included only kissing, hugging and holding hands. I idealize that gay-marriage 'should be' a secure environment for more serious emotions and intimacy and which should give two gay women who feel this way about each other, the structure in which to affectionately love and take care of each other. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 8:22 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Friday, August 28, 2015 As they confess it.. It is realistically difficult to refrain from being judgmental toward people who behave hostile to you personally, who make you feel threatened. However judge-mentality is not the way, because God's provision of forgiveness is ready against the harm we had done to Him or others, when we confess it. Though we have to equally forgive others who had done harm to us as they confess it; we should also not judge them, especially from the point of being a follower of Jesus through Whom forgiveness was made available. So that those, who then experience judgement, should not feel unwelcome to the gift of forgiveness. This forgiveness is always welcome and ready to each one who believes and wants to be free from guilt, always. It remains humanly difficult to not respond to pain in some sort of self protective attack. Okay so what should a mere human do when getting harmed and feeling threatened. Pray a lot for grace and strength until you receive it. It may take a while and you may cry and scream. "When you stand praying, if you have anything against anyone, forgive it so that your Father in Heaven may also forgive you your trespasses. But if you do not forgive, neither will your Father in Heaven forgive your trespasses." (Mar 11:25-26) Freaky.. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 6:04 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Wednesday, August 12, 2015 Healing from hate? Enid Blyton Quote: "Hatred is so much easier to win than love - and so much harder to get rid of." Yes, almost everybody experiences hate to some degree, but the real feeling of it is inner pain and hostility towards that which caused the pain, because pain makes you suffer and tires you out. The hate is a scream to stop that which caused your pain - a cry for something to balance out the pain. The way is not to guilt suppress the hate, but to look at the pain, clean the wounds, disinfect and oil them and cover them securely with clean bandages ... figuratively spoken, it means you go for trauma therapy for as long as it takes until the pain is gone. The hate will dissolve away then. Plainly speaking, it boils down to confession, not only of your faults but also those of others against you(discreetly) and any devastation (honest, detailed relating of your stories), prayer and receiving healing from Jesus. James 5:16 [Counselors have to keep the law of confidentiality.] Posted by Timothy Nootau at 5:06 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Tuesday, July 21, 2015 The Egyptian Cross. Many mainstream religions developed from the verbally protected prophecies of Adam up to Noah and eventually Shem who was the protector of the truth of the prophecies. To jump to Egyptian mythologies: most concepts where originally received from God by prophets, but eventually developed into idolatrous practices as the kings (like in most nations) wanted to be seen as the gods or god. The Egyptian Cross with the round handle originated a few thousand years before Jesus and the meaning of this round handle Cross is 'eternal life'. This appeared in a place and time where crosses were not used as when Jesus was crucified. I.O.W those ancient Egyptians didn't really know what it was and how to apply it, however it was not meant for application, it was basically a symbol-prophecy that eternal life will become available to humans through a cross. Then a few thousand years later Jesus the Messiah was here and was innocently crucified and was risen from the dead. The 1st cross was the prophecy, the 2nd cross of Jesus the outcome of the prophecy. In this way a person can go back into most religions and find that Jesus the Messiah was originally represented in some way. The things to avoid are the doctrines that turned most religions (Christianity as well) into idolatry, forgetting about the Creator, His Great Spirit and His Son, Jesus. Eternal Life through the Cross. Eternal Life because the penalty is paid. Eternal Life because we get forgiven when we admit and confess our faults and that we need forgiveness. Firstly to God and then to anyone where damage should be repaired. However confession is primarily between you and God and the rest as He leads you in wisdom. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 8:03 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Saturday, July 11, 2015 Spoil Sport. One of the best ways for a woman to not be humiliated or degraded by certain men, is to actually be a spoil sport! There are some men who may not use there physical strength or loud verbal intimidation to brutalize pleasure for himself out of a woman .. He will instead put on a big grin and mock her:"Don't be a spoil sport!" All in the name of 'fun' basically forcing her into 'consent' by making her feel, if she won't she's a boring nerd or something stupid-like. Or he mocks another woman as a prude or something in comparison with HER who is 'not', forcing her to agree with him... If she feels degraded afterwards, then it was a form of rape, because it was forced on her with threats of: "If you don't, you are boring.." Most women do not want to be mocked, left out or perhaps marginalized and also want to be known as a fun person. The men who abuse them by taking advantage in this way is the only one having fun, not her ...he is stealing fun. Women are natural fun lovers and want to be colorful, interesting and do things, but .. fun things should build up her self-esteem and add value to her character ... Another problem is women who need the favor of men, even worse, lesbians who need the favor of men ... However just like men, women also have the 'father favor need'. The only problem is that men can find 'father favor' from other men in higher positions usually without having to be degraded. With women it is another story, in many cases men will abuse the natural 'father favor need' to manipulate a woman for his pleasures. The price is far to high and should not be paid. The solution I know of is to turn the 'father favor need' towards God our Parent in Heaven. Find His favor. He favors humility, mercy, honesty and fairness to all among many other things. He especially favors being first in your life, because He provides all you need. Understand your natural 'father favor need' , dear women, so that you don't fall prey to those who will abuse it. First say no to such a man inside yourself a few times and then say it to him with certainty. Or use your own creative phrase, like: "I'm not the spoil sport, you spoil the whole idea of sport!" "You're motives are transparent, you are the boring one, not me - no!" "Why are you mocking me? No!" "Register this: "I don't want to!" Over and out!" Posted by Timothy Nootau at 3:12 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Friday, July 10, 2015 New Wonder Woman Gear. Considering that a warrior does not go to war in a swimming suit and that the original attempt of clothing for Wonder Woman was designed by a male, I made some adaptions for new Wonder Woman gear. Golden metallic shorts over a stars design jean and top armor that goes over the shoulders that will stay steady in a real life characters fighting events. These are just ideas and lots of improvement can happen especially with the belt that can be more chunky and have pockets. Somehow a lot of women think it is liberating to wear little clothes .. in public, and sure it does feel free especially on the beach and for swimming. However the world we live in is full of drooling maniacs. For some or other reason women think that they can get liberated by asking men to behave themselves so that they can have the liberty to wear little scraps of clothes and feel as free as the breeze. If women could wear what they wanted to (too little and revealing) and men would behave. It would be great, but that is not real. Some don't behave even toward women who are totally covered. I realize that it is not so much a body shape thing as what it is an intimidating thing, sort of power imposing arrogance, but it is there. Woman who are fairly covered and armed are less vulnerable. The best off course is to be strong and fit as well. Brutality against women is a reality and one main cause is the tidal wave of gross porn that invaded minds through electronics. Eventually the most base things in life remain all that count to porn addicted persons. The vast spectrum of awareness-es capacity of a human escape them where their senses have become dulled. There is amazing potential for examples for women's improvement with a Wonder Woman movie. For instance to be strong and un-intimidate-able and have special weapon and combat skills. Fighting and standing for the safety for herself and of other women. Facing the realities of brutalities is necessary to gain freedom. Men go to work with a suit and tie, ask yourself why? That is their armor, they are ready for combat and do not go all revealed and vulnerable. The commercial world is a world of combat. However for women the battle does not end after days work... Sion Rainbow's photo. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 11:56 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Monday, July 6, 2015 Fill the void. There are individuals who are looking for real spiritual life. Connection with the omnipresent Spirit of God. Source of life, love and health. However .. many religions, many spiritual practices, many frustrations and disappointments. Some religions prescribe extreme forms of self disciplining practices toward reaching some form of bliss, peace, enlightenment and supernatural superiority ... within yourself .... Perhaps if you lived in the Himalayas and had not much else to do but meditate self into a trance for years and years ... Now those individuals in western civilization, living the norm with all the responsibilities and bills, also want inner peace, especially with escalating stress factors in general present society. And they need peace fast, they can't wait until the 'kandalini' (coiled thing)(possibly little snake) hopefully reaches the unconsciousness (devastated mind)(little snake becomes as big as an anaconda and suffocates your soul) > A form of yoga, some practitioners claim they experience orgasmic sensations in advanced states or positions. (Doesn't sound spiritual) If yoga awakens stronger sexual drive in you, then its taking you the opposite direction of where you want to go. Few people experiences what happens when the 'kandalini' reaches the brain because most never attain it. Apparently a person then reached their final purpose in life and its over. Why? Do we not need enlightenment FOR this life? Do we not need peace reachable for every day? Okay granted supernatural superiority takes time to mature into, because it does include reducing and eventually freedom from addictions of all sorts and self indulgences, but some degree is attainable for any one in touch with the Spirit of God. All those things people are disciplining themselves out of focus for is right there in the Spirit of God reachable for any one who approaches Him with sincerity. • You will receive more spiritual reality by admitting the faults you made during the day and asking and receiving forgiveness. You will receive more peace when you realize 'Someone paid your penalty for free', that is Jesus at the cross. It may seem a heavy price but it was for everybody's crimes including wars. Jesus paid all from the smallest to the worst crimes. He was made alive again by God, defeating mortality. All is covered. Also all illness. I shall tell you one word that works for Spiritual Life: obedience. However, obedience to the Spirit of God, to His voice or a vision or dream or guidance through unction.That means often obedience against the demands of other people, even groups. That can be tougher than any religious exercises, but it just takes a decision, not months and months of practice. How do you know it is Almighty, Holy God communicating to you and not somebody's hypnosis?: He will give you three corresponding signs if you ask. You can also measure it with: is it merciful? is it revealing truth? Is it bringing justice? Visited Gouritz today. To the right of the stones shore, a sand beach starts and it is huge and stretches to the river mouth. Stop forcing it. Nothing is more dehumanizing than when people try to change you from what you are to what they are or what they want you to be. . or otherwise reject you. 'Changing' altered gender(lgtqc) persons to hetero, convincing them somehow, causing them to live forced hetero, destroy their personality. I know of two mothers who where divorced from hetero-marriage, children with them and who found love with a woman but where convinced to return to hetero 'for the kids sake'. Needless to say that they became so miserable that it is worse for the kids. Aggressive flaring tempers in parents being a so-called normal but forced hetero-couple, does more permanent harm to a growing child compared to two happy moms. Even the best Christians, being gay, trying to be the 'right thing' marrying hetero, having kids, turn into viciously aggressive nasties. They don't want to and they hide it in public as much as possible, but they can't help it, their soul is in a pressure cooker and besides that, it adds guilt. Some being closets for years, reason: "If I could, you can too". NO, the other way around: "If I can be out and free against all odds, so can you! The odds are not that many any more and things are changing for the better for gays all the time, it has to because their are millions of us. Colored and black gay people have it both ways worse. especially the lesbian women. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 2:41 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Getting Away. http://tinyurl.com/womenshelters When I had nowhere to go I was fortunate to have some money and my car.. and contact with God. God took over in my crises and showed me step by step what to do and where to go. When you do not have a car but money, you can take a bus, but you need a landing place. If you would pray, ask God to show you where to go. God shows me mostly with pictures in my mind. If you don't have money, sell what you can or lend money from a friend. A friend helped me and gave me a job until I could work out a little business for myself over i.net as a freelancer, also guided by God. From previous experience I know that waitering at a busy restaurant yields a good income because of tips. If you find a good, tip-yielding busy restaurant, you can waiter part time and study part time. High school kids worked over weekends where I worked and full time during holidays. They shared rented apartments and rent. Some finished school. Same with college students. I studied and waiter-ed but got some financial support from my mom as well. She always helped me where she could. Somehow there will always be someone to help you, especially if you were willing to help others when they were in trouble. Also when someone helps you, do your share to better the situation, work and pay what you can. Concentrate on improving. Some days you may feel terrible and tired to death. It is okay, rest, improve again the next day. There is a way, find it and take it. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 1:47 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Sunday, January 19, 2014 "Why did His blood have to flow?" I have heard people question the death of Jesus! "Why was it necessary for him to die?" "Why does his death implicate our salvation?" "Why in such a brutal way?" "Why did His blood have to flow?" "Why is His teachings of love and mercy and healing not enough to teach us to get right?" Yes it is traumatic to consider the suffering and devastating death of Jesus. Especially the confusing concept that it was necessary. I remember when I was a child I would imagine ways in which I could save Jesus from that if I was there in that time. But I would not have done anyone a favour. People who know the law also knows about the legal binding of business transactions. When persons make an agreement to exchange something at a certain price to the benefit of both parties. Buying and selling is the simple way to look at the way life is. It is the 'great exchange' for this or that. Fairness in dealing is very important. No one wants a bad deal. Each wants value for the price they paid. There is one very bad deal in the world and many got themselves stuck into that. People in secret societies understand it well. Occult societies and satanists. Many have sold their soul to the devil Many have sold their soul indirectly to the devil or some seriously macabre system. They think its over for them, maybe because they did receive the power or status or achievements they paid for with their soul. There is a higher price, a higher bid for your soul. The innocent Blood Of the Son of God. You see, souls were stolen by devious transactions which are considered legal in the spiritual dimension. The legal way to buy souls out is to pay a higher price. No price in the universe is higher than the Blood of the innocent Son of the Creator. The price to buy your soul free has been paid. All you have to do is accept that sincerely in prayer and faith. A higher legal transaction was necessary to save your soul! The 'bid' for your soul is open till the day you die. You are the one who decides to whom your soul goes with your last breath. More: When Adam and Eve obeyed the snake they already 'sold' there souls to the devil and all their descendants'. Meaning it is not only the persons in occult societies who are caught, but all the descendants of 'Adam and Eve'(humanity). The difference is that those who did 'the transaction' deliberately,didn't know, it is mainly a set up to make people believe that their chance is lost . . . it is not! If you call on God the Father, Who without respecting status or title of persons, judges according to the work of each one, pass the time of your earthly residence in fear, knowing that you were not redeemed with corruptible things, silver or gold, from your vain manner of life handed down from your ancestors, but with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot; (1Pe 1:17-19) Sunday, January 12, 2014 Male beggars. The concept of 'hating men' is disturbing, I assume, because it is a generalization and there are always exceptions. The 'hate' is more for the system of convenience which men have created for themselves through history, of not only getting away with destructive offenses but even getting praise for it. Last week when I did my washing at the laundromat, I was typing in my car parked in the shade of a tree. A man approached me, a beggar, and he looked poor and he started his story. I only looked at him and told him to leave me alone and go away. I know this was wrong. He cursed me and left. If I wasn't so tired I would have told him like I tell all the others: "A man should not ask a woman for help, a man must go to men for help and women to women!" I used to give to all who asked, until one day when I stretched out my hand with money to a beggar, a stranger, a man, he grabbed my hand tightly and grinned. Something like this happened to a friend of mine as well. A woman stretches her hand out to help and she gets violated. I really think women should not feel bad to tell male beggars to go ask men for help. We live in dangerous times. It's not just the danger it is humiliating as well. Men who seek opportunity to humiliate or abuse women, I mean strangers, in whatever degree, cause women to loose their natural kindness toward all men in general. What is idolatry? " Therefore, my dearly beloved, flee from idolatry." 1Co 10:14 Idolatry is the worship of creatures Instead of the Creator. Idolatry is also the obeying of creatures Against obedience to the Creator. It does not mean some creatures should be rejected or avoided, only put in the right priority position in your life. God often sends His messages through creatures. But there are creatures who demand wrong obedience and will apply 'punishment' when you don't obey their unfair demands. That is audacity against the Creator and humanity. Be patient with them, but you should not obey them. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Through the Looking Glass" Since early in my life, even school days, I saw what devastating harm hypocrisy can cause. So I decided to strive to not be a hypocrite. This all happened in my thoughts at first; it has put me in front of myself to be honest with myself. To face things about myself that I wanted to hide. Speaking my mind was the first thing; to say what I really think or feel, when I spoke. At first I said things that were devastating to people, even up to today, I think, but I have learned to phrase the facts neater. To not be a hypocrite costs a high price! The reaction it causes in masked people, is usually wounding and it made me understand why certain people, of whom I did not expect it, were hypocrites. I became less judgmental toward hypocrites by my experience not being a hypocrite. It is easy for people to say with a certain confidence that "it is best to be yourself and be honest", but they don't live it, it just sounds impressive to speak it so easily. It is a pretentious society all over the world. Those who approach people from an honest angle, already know that they should speak or act from a safe distance to weaken the impact of agro attack. Simply because, what the hypocrites feel, is a threat to their false sense of security. Question: "Is it worth the trouble to not be a hypocrite?" Answer: "What I experienced is that it is the only way to grant a positive and healing effect on others." Touching a soul behind a mask with the grace of truth while being vulnerably unmasked, is a worthwhile experience." Sadly, that same person often turns their back on me outwardly, but maybe not inwardly? It is a road one often walks alone, but it does not have to be so. It will definitely be much easier for a hetero than a homo. It is also a road on which you become braver and become aware of how scared people really are, even the intimidaters. Becoming brave is liberating, it is the road to freedom of own personality and character and decision making. Still, I am never alone, I walk with the example of honesty, Jesus who is full of truth and mercy. Thursday, March 6, 2014 Unexpected associations cause a laughter reflex in our brain. Even through the darkest turmoil and even when you weep day and night and or when you burst with anger . . . Cling to Jesus and cling to humor! All the people wept when they heard The words of the law for the 1st time in many years. Then Nehemiah said to them, Go your way and eat robustly and drink sweet beverages, And send portions to them who have nothing prepared, Because this day is holy to our Lord: Don't give away to grief because the joy of Jehovah Is your strength and shelter. (Neh. 8:9+10) ----------- Ecc 3:1 For everything there is a season, and a time for very purpose under heaven: Ecc 3:4 a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; ---------- When you weep. . . Weep! Then comfort yourself with your favorite snack And a cup of sweet tea. You have to keep your sense of humor alive, Find something funny to look at like a good comedy video Or go to YouTube or read a humorous book. Keep your Laughing in practice through life And when you can't anymore, because of overwhelming Tidal waves of destruction, ask God to show you the funny and give you back your laugh. Laughing releases the chemical, dopamine in your brain Which causes a feeling of happiness and activates endorphins which greatly relieves pain and stress and also activates growth hormones. (This is why children should laugh a lot.) Don't laugh at the things that make you cry, Laugh at other things You are not to become shallow, Recognizing what makes you sad and not making light of it, is part of dealing with it. Grief can overwhelm anyone if for too many days There is no laughter. . . A few days ago I said to a lady in the flat complex: "When you see something ugly and disturbing, Go and look at as much beauty as you can, Look at 4 x more beauty than the ugly you saw To balance it out in your brain. The same with grief, Move out of your time of grief with beauty and humor And appropriately laugh yourself well. This is not the same as mocking, because mocking Is often forced laughter and does not have The same chemical release results. ---------------------------------- Choices A lie: "Beggars can't be choosers?" The words of enslaving tyrants. Those who have much, wanting to control or 'own' those who do not have enough. God presents that every individual should choose, rich or poor. We should live a life of fair choices. A beggar must choose too. If someone offers food or shelter or money in exchange for doing something corrupting. This little beggar should choose to go without that offer. Even if the choice seems 'difficult' to survive, because, you should choose with God. He backs up the right choices and provides a healthy alternative. The rich and middle class should also make good & fair choices. Deu 30:19 Jehovah:"I call Heaven and earth to witness today, that I set before you that which causes life and which causes death, that which builds a healthy character and that what causes corruption. Therefore, choose life, so that both you and your seed (offspring or projects) may recover, live and abound." We can choose ourselves out of a bad situation. Get info, make calculations take time to make serious choices if you have the time. God chooses freedom! Isa 58:6 God:"Is not this the fast that I have chosen? To loosen the bands of oppression, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed ones go free, and that you break every yoke?" --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Vain Sacrifices Someone sent me an email including statements that the amount of homosexual people and couples in the world indicates the end times and compares that to Sodom and Gomorrah?? I wrote the following to rectify the assumptions. Sodom and Gomorrah's most obvious crime was gang rape. Gross violent people who evidently aimed to intimidate control individuals, especially new arrivals, with this dehumanizing violence. Sodom and Gomorrah was a rape culture, a place where sexual demands were made by the strong on anyone they wanted. There were no more boundaries in this area, only one big offensive orgy. No love! The homosexuals in today's general society do not live like this, instead the opposite; they want to have families with the boundaries of marriage. An institution which strengthens a relationship of love and defines it to the rest of people as out of bounds. The sins of Sodom and Gomorrah which do reflect some areas in our times are more clearly stated in Isaiah 1 from verse 10 where God parallels Israel with Sodom and Gomorrah at that time according to the deeds they did then: Is.1:13...vain sacrifices to God Is.1:15...your hands are full of blood... (Murder) Is.1:21 Is.1:21 the city became a harlot (could mean 2 things: 1. Idolatry and ... 2. Majority doing adultery & fornication - big loveless orgy) Is.1:22 silver mixed a lot with dross, wine mixed with water -- (cheating in business) Is.1:23 rulers are rebellious (Ruling for own gain not for a balanced society) * They are companions with thieves (corruption) * They love rewards and take bribes. * They chase after profits to secure themselves. * They do not give justice to the cause of orphans. (BTW. myriads of homosexual couples who raise children, adopted orphans and give them a chance at life.) * They do not care about the cause of the widows. -------------------------------- Nowhere a word against homosexual couples?? People won't want to marry if they did not love each other and wanted to share their lives together with a decent sense of security. Tuesday, July 1, 2014 Spiritual life Spiritual life is a powerful life. The power is not your own, but you become a conductor for the power of God, the Holy Spirit. For this you need to be connected with God. The connection and conduction can vary in strength. Several factors may affect this of which the major one is physical basic instincts. Less basic instinct behavior, more spiritual strength. By choosing spiritual power you yield physical desires to the Holy Spirit, Who will reduce them gradually, sometimes instantly, to fine tune your spiritual conduction potential. Spiritual life also refines and sharpens your senses by which you become acutely aware of beauty in nature and art, which is awesome. The other side is that it is also more painful to perceive ugly and suffering. The unction to change ugly and suffering becomes very strong. You also have the power to change this by yielding and sensitively cooperating with the Holy Spirit. You can often impart healing to the degree of your conduction potential. Healing and also, bring balance in 'out of balance' situations. My recurring problem is with individuals who may be attracted by my spiritual power or have an out of focus deprivedness for love and who become demanding and try pull me into physical desires activity. My responsibility and aim is to maintain and improve my spiritual conduction potential for the sake of healing people and animals to a greater and stronger degree. My connection is Jesus. The point is that anybody who is attracted by this power can get it for themselves, they do not have to try 'squeeze' it from me in possessive physical encounter ways. It is truly not accessible in that way, on the contrary. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- My view on abortion It would cause more trauma to make abortion illegal and ban legal abortion clinics, because people will find ways to do abortion in any case! For this reason it is a better measure to have this safe medically organized abortion clinic facility available than not. Homemade abortions are dangerous and have left lasting physical damage, much worse emotional damage and even caused some women to bleed to death. People have various reasons to have an abortion, which can mostly be understood, looking from their point of view: 1.There are medical reasons for abortion when doctors find that the fetus is deformed or retarded. 2. Another reason for abortion is a pregnancy following rape. 3. Poverty: the family can't afford to support another child with food clothes and school fees etc. 4. A woman may be single and has to work to support herself and even already taking care of a child or two. 5. There is a case of a woman who fell pregnant and found her husband had an affair. This led to a divorce and an abortion. 6. Unfortunately the most abortions have no other reason than the inconvenience of an untimely pregnancy. This was initially the reason for making abortion illegal; for the sake of presenting to humanity the notion of the value of a life. The facility of legal safe abortion clinics have also caused many unnecessary abortions. If an unborn tiny, tiny human has no value or right for protection to exist, how far will that notion stretch toward born babies and dependent children, within a family and then within an affected society. The message to most general public people's minds is this: "If the kid is an obstacle, get rid of it!" Furthermore, when a society and it's parents are not a safe environment for dependent children to grow up into sufficient humans, they often turn out insufficient with anti social tendencies to even criminal behaviour. Disregarding the value and rights of children born and unborn, produces an environment which in return produces grown-ups who will have little or no stability, balance or honest life principals to live by. Is there a solution? Closing the clinics is not a practical solution. Telling women to not have abortion is not the solution, especially if her boyfriend or husband demands it! Let's go back to the start: What causes pregnancy? Sex off course. What causes unwanted pregnancy? Also sex . . . The simple answer to avoid unwanted pregnancy is, don't have sex. . but that is not a simple solution, because most people everywhere want sex as much as they can with anyone they can. It is unnatural. Sex mania is an unnatural trend that has overtaken the world and broken all the barriers of civilization. The basic natural principal is that everyone should have one partner and when they make a fetus they should be prepared to take care of the baby. Nowadays most disregard their partner who is even the parent of their children and go for other sex opportunities recklessly. Pornography is behind it and money is behind that. There is money in porn and their is money in abortion clinics. There is money in every sex promoting thing, so humanity is exposed to this in all the media and has even started accepting it as 'normal'; but it is not normal! However, who can fight against money? It may be too late for humanity to turn from this, but not to late for individuals who care to save their minds and their descendants. Many, many women who have had an abortion or more, have nightmares about it. They may reason it away in many ways, but the nightmares don't go. It is these women who suffer the most, not the men or the dead fetus. I read a book about a woman who had one of these 'after death' experiences. She was shown heaven and hell. One of the things her guide showed her was hundreds of angels flying with cupped hands blowing into their hands. She asked what they were doing? The guide explained that they were holding the tiny little souls of all the fetuses who get aborted and blowing warm breath on them to keep them alive till they reach a huge dome which is the nursery were the little souls get comforted, healed and taken care off until they can live. In a way a person can think that these fetus souls are better off there with the angels than having to go through a lifetime on sex-mad planet earth! If the women who suffer nightmares because of abortion, would ask God to reveal to them their baby in heaven, in some way God will answer and give them peace. A lady who tragically lost her little boy through an accident, told us how she couldn't get over it and how she would go to his grave and cry. One day she sat there weeping when she saw Jesus sitting there holding her boy on His lap. The boy called out to her:"Mommy!" Jesus said to her that if she wanted to go with them as well she could. He saw how deep her grief was. She considered it for a while and then replied to Jesus that her husband and older son needed her. Jesus then left with her boy, but that experience, seeing her boy healthy and happy and safe, comforted her for life and she could go on. Women who had abortion suffer severely of guilt but as long as guilt is covered up by reasoning, the guilt won't go. Accept forgiveness from God and forgive yourself. Some may need to also ask God to help you out of the 'out of bounds sex roller coaster life' of messed up society which got you into that situation in the first place. The ideal plan would be making a law that all the men who watch porn should to go to a eunuch making clinic, so that they won't be able to cause pregnancy. Eventually all the abortion clinics could turn into eunuch clinics and then that would not disrupt the money making opportunities, only make it more ethical and help prevent many tragedies. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 5:36 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Sunday, August 10, 2014 Bloodthirsty humans. Bloodthirstiness in the ordinary sense as a phenomena of 'normal' humanity: When a human body gets punctured to the severe extend that blood gushes from it, this person dies. In primitive times(actually all times), fighting brutal battles for survival, the death of enemies made the winner feel secure and powerful. In other words the butchering of bodies and the resulting gushing of blood became associated with the feelings of security and power and even bliss. Bloodthirstiness is in actuality a thirst for security through power and control. In modern times, people who are very controlling and need to have power over everybody to the extend of being excruciating cruel to establish it, are really excruciatingly insecure. The more fear they can produce in others, through cold-blooded cruelty, the more control they 'gain'. Human intellect developed above primitive instincts and reasoned that peace, support and negotiations produce more security. The more humanity did strive toward this civilization, their subconscious bloodthirstiness found expression in other ways, among which, the concept of human vampires. 'Civilization' was now supposed to provide the sincere sense of security, which it does in a large way . . . but the bullies remained, taking from and plundering those weaker. How convenient would it be if a vampire pounced on them from a shadow, bit their throat and sucked their blood . . In fact our subconscious minds hold primitive memories of wild humanity drinking the blood of enemies to experience fuller victory and to install fear. Some would smear the blood on themselves. Vampire fascination is closely related to this subconscious or genetic memory aspect of humanity. Especially, because vampire benefits include rising from the dead, immortality, super powers and remaining young for ever. However these characteristics originated from Jesus Christ. Understanding the bloodthirsty of humans, Jesus provided Himself: Whoever eats of My flesh and drinks My blood has eternal life, and I will raise them up at the last day. My flesh is food indeed, and My blood is drink indeed. Them who eat of My flesh and drinks My blood dwells in Me, and I in them. As the living Father has sent Me, and I live through the Father, so the one who eats of Me, will live by Me. This is the Bread which came down from Heaven, not as your ancestors ate the manna, and died; someone who eats of this Bread will live forever. Joh 6:50-58 Indeed will you experience the security, of immortality and perpetual youth and health. You will also experience super powers of healing and many other possibilities. All this get provided by the Holy Spirit of God. 1Cor.11:24+25 Explains that in eating the bread and wine during Communion we must 'remember' or re-visit by the Spirit of God the bleeding broken body of Jesus on the cross and quench our bloodthirsty there. Drink it in, smear yourself full of His Blood and consume with your eyes His open wounds, satisfying your hunger for another's suffering and pain. It happens in your mind, similar as in the movie, Matrix; similar as suggestion under hypnosis where someone will develop a blister from an unlit cigarette touching the arm. Quench your thirst for safety and preservation. in the gushing blood and broken flesh of Jesus and you will receive in exchange peace, respect, love and happiness. He died, got buried and was resurrected from death, into supernatural power and immortality. During history the reality of this communion practice almost disappeared because of being considered macabre, but the memory of the supernatural results transformed into the mythical legends of vampires and was related to the side of the devil and evil. It does not belong there. Ironically, them who drink the blood of Jesus are not bloodthirsty anymore. On the contrary, they have the qualities of certain rescue powers, nobility, youth and immortality to various degrees of commitment. They may spend a lot of time in solitude, but they are children of the light. One devoted missionary went to have his eyes tested because he couldn't see clearly through his glasses anymore. What the doctor found after testing his eyes was that his eyes had improved. . . and that he needed new thinner less strong glasses. This guy was over 70 years old. Just a fair warning: 1Co 11:27-31 ..whoever would eat this bread and drink this cup of the Lord unworthily, (in stomach-hunger instead of meditation: v 11:21&22) will be guilty of the body and blood of the Lord. But let a person examine self, and so eat of that bread and drink of that cup. For who eats and drinks unworthily eats and drinks condemnation to self, not discerning the Lord's body. For this cause many among you are weak and sickly, and many sleep(die). For if we would judge ourselves, we would not be judged. -- Similar to assumed vampire characteristics: Go to sleep(die) and get risen from the dead after centuries. Drinking blood as in the Blood and Body of Jesus in a transcended way using bread and wine (NOT human or animal blood). Various supernatural gifts like: * Speed travel: Spirit of the Lord caught Philip away, so that the eunuch saw him no more... But Philip was found at Azotus. Act 8:26-40 * Mind reading(seeing people's thoughts) Act 14:9 * Power to heal * Seeing ahead: Act 11:28 Measures of fearlessness(Not insecure!) Measures of immortality Act 14:19+20 Loyalty to each other : friends of Jesus. Eternal love couples. Measures of Sophistication. 'Measures' means developing. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- God made homos for a reason. Romans 1: 18 - 32 Summed up; describes two basic offences against God the Creator and His reaction to that. Firstly humans, though they knew God, preferred to worship and make idols of animals and humans and angels of sorts(God's creatures) instead of worshiping and serving God Himself directly. Therefore God caused humans to become homosexuals. This has happened since millenniums ago and homosexuals have become many by now. The point is God chose homosexuals to be, not the homos, they didn't choose it. The other point is the sin is idolatry remember? Not homosexuality! Rom.1:28 - 32 The second offence is not wanting to know God or know about Him at all. In other words, judging God for the little they know about Him to the extend that they refuse to believe in Him. Therefore God caused them to have a cynical reckless disrespectful mind. Most of these turn out to being filled with all injustice, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; envy, murder, argumentative, deceit, malignity; whisperers, backbiters, haters of God, spiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, without understanding, contract breakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful: Even though they which commit such things are worthy of death, they do not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them. ----------------------------------------------------------- This last sentence of the chapter is considered by church people as 'condoning'. It is far from condoning, because it says . . those who commit such things, who do the same, also have pleasure in them who do them. Condoning is when you do not do the same offences but allow others to. Some interpret that condoning homosexuality is worthy of death. That is really taking a far leap from a scripture that says God gave them over to homosexuality because He punished humanity for idolatry. Now why do people not at least interpret that condoning idolatry is worthy of death???? I mean, people seem to condone idolatry, atheism, and even all those cruel characteristics mentioned in the last paragraph and do not consider that as worthy of death???? Only homosexuality ??? BTW, because God caused homosexuals to exist it doesn't mean He doesn't love them, they are His message to the world who forgot about Him!! Where are your brains? Can you not calculate one chapter logically and sensibly? Condoning or not, is not relevant with this chapter. These matters are far beyond human ability to handle. Consider the next chapter, Rom.ch. 2: 1-4 Therefore, you have no excuse, every one of you who judges. For when you pass judgment on another person, you condemn yourself, since you, who judge, practice the very same things. Now we know that God's judgment against those who practice such is based on truth. So when you, a mere human, pass judgment on those who practice these things and then do them yourself, do you think you will escape God's judgment? Or do you think so little of the riches of his kindness, forbearance, and patience, not realizing that it is God's kindness that is leading you to repentance? BTW: Rom1: 26 The word translated as 'vile' is incorrect! The direct translation from the Greek Concordance is: 'infamous'. Shows you how roughly they translated some words and obviously expressed negative personal attitudes. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Two crimes of social prestige. On behalf of the lesbians! First crime: Many lesbians and especially closet-lesbians, who are single, receive this ghastly domination of especially snobbish family on them - to be available to men who want to have sex with them. "My sister, this society conscious family will rather have you considered a loose flooze for men than being labeled a lesbian. That disgrace is more acceptable to them than lesbian." This destroys in two ways: 1. It turns you into a whore for men in the eyes of society and men only chuckle about that and will misuse the 'opportunity', while you think you are 'pleasing' your selfish life slaughtering family. Yes, they will show their sick approval, approval which you feel you so desperately need! My sister you do not need that kind of approval, you should mature out from underneath their dominion and find a life, which you and God will approve of in peace: A loyal lesbian relationship away from that kind of society. 2. Another way it destroys you, is that any decent lesbian possible partner will be put off by this 'man encounter behavior'. You will get the wrong reputation, which may let you end up alone in life and that after a lifetime is over. Family members, who have manipulated your life for their social prestige sake, may be dead then and you messed up your life for people who definitely did not care about your happiness. Wrong self-destructive behavior, which receives approval from people who matter too much to you, can become a pattern in your mind, chaining you to that allowance (sex with men) and may reoccur even when you find a wife and what do you think will that do to your marriage?? If you are a lesbian, define that to yourself and be that. You will find more dignity in being yourself, than going against your nature for fake approval. It will be better for you to be alone and celibate for a while, until you find the right woman. Sex is nothing. Love is everything, it makes you stronger. The only time that sex is something is when it is fortified by love. Being lesbian, romantic love is found with a woman. Do not be confused when you ' sometimes feel attracted' to a man. 1. Seduction is a powerful vibe that works across gender identities. Just ignore it. Okay, some lesbians feel so flattered if a man ‘desires her’ that she may respond on that with sex, because she so needs to be attractive and desirable. Well, listen carefully: People’s sex drives radiate from them and effects whoever is near, it’s usually not about you. If you were not there it would radiate on the next girl who was there. Understand this, when it is about sex, it is never about you, it is about that person’s sex drive. 2. Sometimes a lesbian may even 'fall in love' with a man - until he kisses her . . . and it doesn't feel so good! Why not? Because, what she really sees in him is in her subconscious mind; someone she would have liked to be - the kind of man she would have liked to be if she had been a man! Second crime: Then you get family who will propagate to everyone that the ‘lesbian member’ is a whore with men even if she is not, because this achieves two tragic results: 1.Beastly men think that, that woman is easy prey and target her for their lusts - harassment occurs. Simply, a gruesome situation for her to live with. 2. Other lesbians, who hear and believe these lies, do not trust this purposely scandalized person as being gay. So, despise and rejection from the lesbians leaves this slandered woman with nowhere to go except to men. If that’s the last place she wants to go, then it’s just another way to drive a lesbian to suicide. That may very possibly be the intention, because to some prestige conscious families, even that is better than her being known as lesbian. For those who are victims of these crimes, the fact that it is exposed is already deliverance. A prominent lesbian, who is happily married now with a stunning woman, once announced many years ago, that her dad said that he would prefer she was a prostitute rather than being a lesbian. Isn’t that shocking? She did not only survive that, she had total victory over that. So can each one of us! God is with us. He is a God of truth and mercy and He says that: “. . . if we walk in the light, as He is in the light, we have fellowship one with another and the blood of Jesus His Son cleans us from all sin”. 1John 1:7 Meaning that when we are visible in being ourselves we can truly connect with each other; false people cannot connect, they are inwardly isolated. Even if they have sex with others they remain lonely. The Blood of Jesus wash away our sins, means we get forgiven, living openly relates to confession, it’s humble and honest and liberating. ----- Thank God for normal, realistic about life-family members and friends who love or at least accept their lesbian members and treat them peacefully without unreal expectations. ---------------- Posted by Timothy Nootau at 12:27 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Thursday, December 11, 2014 The final sacrifice. By his will we have been sanctified through the sacrifice of the body of Jesus the Messiah once. Hebrews 10:10 No other sacrifices of killing of any sort is valid anymore and cannot accomplish anything worthy or lasting. Who are you 'sacrificing' and to accomplish what? Salvation of your selfishness? sacrificing your children? your spouse? your colleague? Hebrews 10:29 of how much worse punishment, think ye, shall he be judged worthy who has trodden under foot the Son of God, and esteemed the blood of the covenant, whereby he has been sanctified, common, and has insulted the Spirit of grace? Posted by Timothy Nootau at 8:48 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Saturday, November 15, 2014 Love and truth. Since my early childhood I have had spiritual experiences and encounters with God. People who do not have spiritual awareness or sensitive senses, explain these experiences as hallucinations deriving from some kind of mental disorder. There is a lot to say about hallucinations, but mainly people who suffer from them can not differentiate between their hallucination and the material world. The rare individuals who have a spiritual awareness and receive visions and see apparitions know that these are part of another dimension and does not have a mental disorder! We know the difference between the spiritual dimension and the material world. We can operate rationally in the material world. Having the great privilege of a spiritual life as well enriches one's life beyond explanation. The visions and dreams and sometimes audible words I could recognize as from God, where parallel in character and especially interesting when I found similar things written of in the Bible. This makes the Bible an interesting book to read. The Bible is not one thick book, it is like a compiled library of many thinner books, written by different people in different times who had encounters with God and though there are perceived 'contradictions' there are by far more corresponding parallels and there may be other books written by other people who have encountered God whose books where not included with those compiled as the Bible, but the ones who showed the most parallels where compiled together for convenience. This need not stop those who want to read other similar ancient books who where not included in the Bible. However, I found that what we fundamentally need for our souls is available in the Bible as it is. You may relate more to certain books in the Bible than others, so is it for everyone. With or without the written books in the Bible, the essential matter is to connect with your Creator through prayer, to have that spiritual life, to live with the Holy Creator Spirit Who will show you the way in love and truth. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 5:38 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Friday, November 14, 2014 Heart or mind? Your heart reacts automatically on associated knowledge of previous experiences in your memory bank which you have already calculated in your dream mind according to your preferences or fears. The heart's reaction is often not wrong, but it would be better to test why your mind does not agree, than to just follow your heart. Your mind may recognize extra unfamiliar aspects through your senses, which your subconscious mind has not yet had a chance to adapt to and form into understanding. That's why it's best when heart and mind should find a place of agreement on any issue. The heart's reaction is a good indicator to start to analyze a situation with the mind until things make enough sense to choose the right reaction. By itself the heart can be deceptive, but by itself the mind may have very little inspiration. People do have both for a reason. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 12:29 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Thursday, November 6, 2014 Connected. Son of God:"A branch cannot bear fruit by itself unless it remains in the vine, so neither can you unless you abide in Me. I am the Vine, you are the branches. You who abide in Me and I in you connected, will bear much fruit; because without Me you can accomplish nothing .. (Joh 15:5) Posted by Timothy Nootau at 3:41 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest The Anglo-Saxon rune poem: ᛇ Eoh byþ utan unsmeþe treow, heard hrusan fæst, hyrde fyres, wyrtrumun underwreþyd, wyn on eþle. The yew is a tree with rough bark, hard and fast(end) in the earth, supported by its roots, a guardian of flame and a joy upon an estate. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eihwaz Posted by Timothy Nootau at 3:10 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Wednesday, November 5, 2014 Respect. The woman on the white & beige horse is riding without a saddle and bridle, the horse is free and her friend. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 3:58 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Orginazing Data Posted by Timothy Nootau at 3:47 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Tuesday, November 4, 2014 Dream Twice I dreamed about clouds that looked like this, brown and moving fast, but high up in the sky there was no land visible and no fire and I thought:"Why were the clouds brown and moving so fast?" I realize now it was smoke. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 3:38 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Monday, November 3, 2014 Women cry Women can still cry but it won't be all Jesus is lifting them high empowers them to become fit & strong and get rich to fix the world with love and wisdom and courage. Their hearts may get broken but not the diamond inside! Posted by Timothy Nootau at 3:52 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Friday, October 31, 2014 Famine Famine for the soul on a cruel planet. Poison in the food nothing tastes good back-stabs in the wood slander in the wind lies in the face parasite possessiveness punishing control looting of the mind what do you want to find? while death has you on the mind? Take your journey away from here look for truth in another sphere. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 4:45 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Tuesday, September 30, 2014 Don't fear have faith. So many queer people are extremely confused having been brainwashed by bulldozing bible bashers. They suffer to differentiate between the churches' attitudes and God's and that God is not like the church. Especially after Jesus Paid everybody's penalty through His innocent execution. His covenant with us is new and separated from the old covenant (old testament). Not the law anymore, but faith in the ransom Jesus is for each of us. Jesus often told His followers:"Don't fear, only believe". Fear is often the gap for confusion when listening to judgmental jabber. You see many preachers have formed or learned a termination theory about homosexuality and when this theory gets threatened by revelation of truth, they need to defend it for ego's sake and they go to disgracing extremes to frighten people back into those concepts, sadly, often away from God. It takes a lot of courage to defy the hetero church people's attitudes and cling to Jesus for life. The 3rd Portal When you do not know or understand who you are or what you are, it can make you feel insecure perpetually, because you can not determine your own validity. Whether you are a valid person or have a valid purpose in life in others eyes or in your own eyes or in God's eyes or all; it gives you the power to stand in spite of adversities, which can sometimes be overwhelming. The first and final place to find your identity and security is from your Father in Heaven. Your Father, Who is God, created you. Your earth father and mother are portals, they did not create you, they were the gates through which God the Creator brought you into this world. They may have been unhappy with something about you like being born a girl or a boy or any other characteristic that you can't change. This could have robbed you of a sense value and besides that, it's not their say, their preferences can not dictate God's purposes. Jesus said:"Call no one your father on the earth, because One is your Father in Heaven. Mat 23:9 Why? Because only He can give you your true identity and purpose, which will give validity to your existence in your times and places. The 3rd Portal There is a third portal, another gateway into a further dimension: the Tomb of Jesus. Baptism under water illustrates, but also initiates dying in Jesus and being buried with Him in His death in the Tomb and being resurrected with Him in a new imperishable life. I don't know how exactly it happened, but it did involve rearrangement of data on microscopic level producing billions of imperishable seed in Jesus in His resurrection. A major miracle that the Father has accomplished by recreating every single human that has ever lived and will still live in the form of a seed, the new creature who has immortality. Jesus said that you have to be born again, regenerated. This happens through the powerful work of the Holy Spirit of God. The Spirit of God is the Creator Spirit. God is Spirit. Connection with Jesus through the Holy Spirit provides you with this seed. 1Pe 1:22-25 Purifying your souls in the obedience of the truth through the Spirit to unfeigned love of the fellow reborn, love one another fervently out of a pure heart, having been born again, not of corruptible seed, but of incorruptible, through the living Word* of God and abiding forever. For all flesh is as plants and all the glory of humans as the flowers of the plants. The plants wither and its flower falls off, but the Word* of the Lord endures forever. *Rearranged data Posted by Timothy Nootau at 9:43 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Sunday, September 14, 2014 God's dear homos. The reason why homosexuality is related to idolatry is not because homosexuality is idolatry or celebrates idolatry, but because God caused homosexuality to happen. He gave them over to it BECAUSE the heterosexuals preferred to worship and serve creatures instead of the Creator. It was God's REACTION to idolatry according to Romans chap. 1: 18 - 27. Breaking the 1st Commandment: You shall have no other gods ... Exod 20:5 ... a jealous God, VISITING the iniquity of the fathers upon the sons...IN THE GENES(INHERITED) ... to the third and fourth generation of those that hate Me. The church suppressing homosexuality is suppressing God's REACTION TO IDOLATRY (the worshiping of creatures or selves or the family institution!) The point is that Homosexuals are intended to be the indication to the world and to the church to return to worship and serve the Almighty Creator Jehovah and His Son Jesus and His Holy Spirit. Our God of love; Instead of flicking planet earth into the sun with one finger because they forgot Him, He did this merciful rather attention drawing phenomena and told us why too. ---------------------------------------- Throughout history incidences were recorded of same gender couples who may even have been married in a way. However, because of shaming and rejection the only life that was left for homosexuals was usually living an obscure multiple partner sex-life and this decadent lifestyle was associated with homos until some couples approached the courts for a fair balanced life. Openly: First Navy Homo Kiss Legal marriage gives homos the opportunity to live a decent, secure, open life while being visible as they should be. There is always that choice when handed a certain condition; to rebel and throw your life away or to live out being who you are in a principled, responsible and positively creative way. Take the second condition of the atheists being given over to a disapproving mind or intellect, being cynical and disrespectful(Rom.1:28 - 32)they still have the choice: between rebelliously turning into cruel criminals with all the destructive traits(BTW most people have some of those to some degree) or instead scrutinize the philosophies and doctrines and science theories of the educated and point out irregularities and irrelevance and especially hypocrisy. They can still choose to rather be responsible 'barometers' against the flaws in society even though possibly unpleasant company. However, should they choose to give God a chance and get connected with His Spirit of love and truth, they might be similar than John the baptist, fervent speakers and activists for true justice and realistic solutions. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 1:13 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Sunday, September 7, 2014 Angels About eight years ago I had a car whose petrol gage didn't work so I had to always have an extra can of petrol in the boot. In a heavy traffic time on the main road at the traffic light my car ran out of gas. Traffic-light turned green and my car fainted while all the other lanes full of cars rushed past, except for the ones behind me. I had to get out, get my can of gas from the boot and pour it into the tank in front of all these impatient drivers in heavy traffic and I was shaking. But. . . right behind me was a big golden 4wheel drive and out of it climbed a huge block of a man. He was undisturbed by the traffic and hooting and calmly helped me to get the bottle of gas, he took it and poured it into my car's tank all without a word. Then he spoke:"Check if your car will start!" So he waited next to my car door until my car started and I could pull away. I said thank you and waved. In my rear view mirror I watched him get into his car and drive up to behind me, then he passed my car and I watched him all the way. For a moment I peaked at my rear view mirror at the traffic and as I looked ahead again this golden 4x4 was gone. Dissappeared! and there are no turnoff roads for a long stretch on that main road. Then I understood why he seemed so different, he didn't have a mocking attitude or was irritated or impatient with a 'typical woman driver', just calm, strong, peaceful and I knew he was angel. But there are various kinds of angels: Rev 10:1-3 I saw another mighty angel coming down out of the heavens, clothed with a cloud and a rainbow was on his head, and his face was as the sun, and his feet like pillars of fire and he had a little book open in his hand. He set his right foot on the sea and his left foot on the earth and he cried with a loud voice, like a lion roaring and when he had cried, seven thunders spoke their sounds. Rev 16:5 And I heard the angel of the waters say, Righteous is the Lord, who is, and was, and who will be, because You have judged these things. Rev 19:17 And I saw one angel standing in the sun. And he cried with a great voice, saying to all the birds that fly in mid-heaven, Come and gather together to the supper of the great God. Rev 20:1 And I saw an angel come down from Heaven, having the key of the abyss and a great chain in his hand. Some may be more brutal-like but still having a task for a specific time: Rev 9:7-11 And the shapes of the giant locusts were like horses prepared for battle and on their heads were as it were crowns like gold, and their faces were like the faces of humans. They had hair like the hair of women, and their teeth were like the teeth of lions. They had breastplates like breastplates of iron and the sound of their wings were like the sound of chariots of many horses running to battle. They also had tails like scorpions, and there were stings in their tails and their authority was to hurt people for five months. They also had a king over them, the angel of the bottomless pit, whose name in the Hebrew tongue is Abaddon, but in Greek his name is Apollyon. Rev 18:1 And after these things I saw another angel come down from Heaven, having great authority and the earth was lighted up from his glory. All those personalities whom the ancient Romans and Ancient Greeks called gods, the mythology figures, were all different kinds of angels with different levels of power and authority, but they were all created by The Almighty. Most mystery and miracle happenings are recorded in ancient history when people could still perceive spiritual beings in a time before human senses were dulled by industrial noises and pollutions of all kinds.However it was easy to worship these beings but the faithful ones would not allow it: Rev 22:8-9 And I, John, when I heard and saw, I fell down to worship before the feet of the angel showing me these things. Then the angel said to me, Understand! See, do not do it! Because I am your fellow-servant. . . Do worship to God. These spectacular powerful angels are all grand officials of the Divine Kingdom and The Son of The Eternal God, Jesus Messiah was throned above them all. Heb 1:6-8 When He introduced the First-begotten into the world, He says, "Let all the angels of God worship Him." Of the angels He says, "I, Who makes His angels spirits and His ministers a flame of fire." But to the Son He says: "Your throne, O God, is forever and ever. A scepter of righteousness is the scepter of Your kingdom. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 5:37 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Wednesday, September 3, 2014 Authority Scale Grown-up individuals are not under obedience to parents, only to respect them and negotiate issues of concern or importance for peaceful co-operation. Individuals may not stand against societies or government; except when they find themselves in a situation where that society or even parents or government break the laws of the government, International Law or the Laws of God (destroying nature or enslaving humans in some way, especially women and children). The lower level of authority has no right to demand obedience standing against the laws of the higher levels of authority. The individual is responsible to know and keep the higher level first and check that those below fit in until the last level. 1. Father God through Jesus Messiah through Holy Spirit Sovereign Authority over the Universe, Creation, Earth, Humans & Nature in charge of the laws of nature and the laws of the universe(Principals). 2. International Law Many nations standing together with international laws to avoid war attacks and inhumane actions by single countries. 3. The Law of the Court Of the Country through The Government. Every country governing itself for safety and civil operations in each society to develop and prosper. 4. Grown-up Individuals through personal laws: Principals by which they govern and protect their own lives. From around the ages of 18 to 21considered as responsible for their own decisions, choices of career and spouse and respecting and living within the laws of society, government, UN and God. 5. Parents Through household laws: Rules and traditions by which they govern the standard and quality of the life preparation of their under aged children. Responsible to protect, support and educate their children to become confident, balanced independent and productive individuals living within the law. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 10:35 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Newer Posts Older Posts Home Subscribe to: Posts (Atom) Women's Village Headquaters Women's Kibbutz I wish that I could take all you gay-girls and sad girls to a safe place on my island and give you each your own suite or cottage and a communal lounge for friendship and a tennis court and a gym and a huge garden with fruit trees overlooking a vast beach and your favorite job or business and freedom and happy adventures. "Whoever offers adoration & praise; who honors & glorifies Me; and who determines & sets her course of life & mode of action, I will show her the salvation of God". ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Deliberate A 'gang' of men targeted a lesbian who wanted nothing to do with men by telling stories that they had sex with her, making her out as a slut and a whore who craves after men. She is helpless against this cruel public image which they had put on her. Creeps approach her and other lesbians despise her, besides all other decent people who despise her. Family members despise her. She has been 'murdered' and her murderers get away with applaud. Sunday, November 17, 2013 Collies are different. This doggy tried to save me when two maniac jackal-like small dogs attacked me. They charged at me like two hungry piranhas. Sharp barking, showing teeth and neck-hair upright, and this border collie, still a bit puppy, ran in between and tried to turn away the craziest one. Even though still young, this border collie knew that the other two maniac dogs were doing wrong and also knew she had to do something to stop it. She didn't know me, I was just a pedestrian jogging in a public street. Awesome! Angel dogs. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 11:49 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Friday, November 1, 2013 UN forgivable? You are not UN forgivable . . It's not how bad or how many your offences are the problem is not there . . it is here > where you do NOT admit, confess and restore . . where you do NOT trust that Jesus paid your penalty . . For instance:If your lies and deceit caused that someone else went to jail innocently and you do NOT admit, confess and restore, you will remain un forgiven and receive your penalty in other ways and also after your death some kind of soul imprisonment in darkness or sulfur. If you admit, confess and restore, you will be forgiven by God and declared eternally innocent even if human law asks for penalty God's mercy will be there for you in whatever way. This is the reason why Jesus submitted to being innocently murdered. -------------------------------------------------------------------- The principals of life. This little tree was just a stick with no branches planted in the resident garden. For a few months I gave it water, but nothing changed. I had hope for it because the bark was still green, but the top part started dying. Eventually decided to replace it and bought a new plant. When dug out I was surprised at the chalky white stuff mixed with sand around and in it's roots. On the top of the roots to the right you will see the beige ordinary sandy ground. Not the same as this chalky stuff. Most of this stuff could be shaken out and I rinsed the rest out with water. Understood now why the watering didn't help. Because the stem was still green, I cut off the dead piece at the top and fetched some red earth, dug a big hole, put red earth in there holding stem upright while the ground filled in through the roots. Planted it again in rich earth. After a few days of regular watering, the 1st sign of life, tiny little light green leaf in the middle of the stem. Now this little tree that was 'dead' for months, has got a few branches and leaves growing happily in the sun. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 2:19 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Wednesday, October 2, 2013 Sensitivity It may be that some reckon that spiritual life is boring compared to natural life . . and pleasures. It depends what matters to you, like enhanced Spiritual life also grows in degree as practiced + with that your natural senses will sharpen, it seems where it registers in the brain. The brain is a phenomena and if it has capacity to register spiritual radiation, then that remains unused in a carnal focused person, as if shut. Awakening to spiritual life through approaching God via prayer will cause the brain to un-shut the spiritual capacity, enlarging communication capacity. With growing enhanced senses and refined awareness, u can hear or read the voices in nature whether from God or toward God. awareness of God is the best. There's a communication between God and nature. To be admitted to this great privilege should not be compared to natural pleasures which grow vague. This communication is a subtle thing and nature artists like van Gogh seems to be a prime example of someone who was admitted and responded with art. Artists and musicians and filmmakers who regard their creative response or 'message' above natural convenience, comfort, security and competing, find art. There are negative forces in the spiritual realm who can influence and will usually influence back to carnal things to cause shut down and insensitivity. The true muse, spirit of the Creator, inspires toward more sensitivity, more depth and beauty and mystery and communications and supernatural energy and new discoveries. ---------------------------------------------------------- Purity heals. The war ended in March 1856. Out of 94,000 men sent to the war area, 4,000 died of wounds but 19,000 died of disease. Florence Nightingale had been deeply shocked by the lack of hygiene and elementary care in the British Army. Florence Nightingale was given the task of organizing the barracks hospital after the battle of Inkerman and by improving the quality of the sanitation she was able to dramatically reduce the death-rate of her patients.Some claim that deaths in the hospital reduced with 60% with only her strict hygienic standards and day and night watchful caring. -------------------------------------------------------------- Parallel with this I want to present that people's souls get wounded in life. Tragic events, losses of important relationships, displacement and failures all these cause shock to various degrees to the human soul. Okay a soul cannot die because it is a spirit, but severe inner wounding without tending can cause a soul to pass out and be in a kind of coma. To prevent this from happening, is to do the opposite of the general tendency. Meaning not to look for comfort from inner pain in sex outside a committed relationship. Primitive subconscious brain areas register intimacy as 'finding your other half' and starts 'stitching' the two of you together. Now if this does not last, and the next intimate experience is someone else, the previous 'stitching together' is torn out and starts again, and if this partner hopping continues, the subconscious brain areas get worn out until the 'stitching together' facility doesn't work anymore, but is rather in a slaughtered state, causing a general state of morbidness and loss of emotional and senses sensitivity. All people have issues and hang-ups and dark sides, now your soul doesn't only get effected by only one persons influences but by several, which causes increased contamination to a wounded soul. Sex is not a necessity as people would like to believe it is, instead is necessary to avoid if you are not in a committed relationship. For the sake of the healing of your soul. Hygienic behavior and consistent professional or spiritual care will give you a huge advantage to getting well, mentally, emotionally and motivation-ally. Other forms of escaping pain or coping can also be destructive if it gets out of control and takes over your life, like drinking, drugs, medication etc. This adds to irresponsible sexual encounters and sex diseases, which cause more morbid despair. People who end up 'living for sex' have lost so much mental, senses and emotional sensitivity that they can almost not 'feel' anything else anymore than sexual pleasures. That is a very close to being in a 'coma state of soul'. This is alarmingly the condition in the majority of people of all ages, in our present times, because of porn. Porn is available everywhere, TV, late-night TV, internet, cell phones, magazines, videos, shops etc. Besides that it turns people into sex freaks of all kinds, it causes crimes against humanity and the planet. Soft porn leads to hard porn, which leads to rape porn of all sorts, involving sex slavery and abduction of women and children. the more the senses fade, the more brutal the sex. Porn deprives humanity of love to the point that love doesn't matter anymore. The tidal wave of irresponsible loveless sexual activity results into overpopulation, which is picking up out of control momentum, which results into contaminating the oceans with millions of sewerage everyday around the world. 125 000 abortions per day, 40-50 million abortions per year. http://www.worldometers.info/abortions/ I don't want to have an opinion on abortion, religiously or human rights wise, except for these questions: 1."If parents can kill their child as a fetus, to what extend will this world wide killing of unborn kids have on the conscience of natural parent love for born kids?" 2."If a woman as an individual has the right to make decisions concerning her own body and no-body else, why has she the right to make a decision concerning the fetus' body who didn't put itself there?" Porn cause that women become less than human in the eyes of men, they become only a sex encounter opportunity. Unwanted pregnancies cause that fetus become much less than human in the eyes of their parents. Porn is also 'used' by closet-gays, men and women, to make them able to have hetero-sex. Since this is the topic of sexual crimes, anal sex can destroy a woman's body. Women's back is to weak for that, they get dreadful back conditions to the point of needing surgery. Also the separation 'wall' between the rectum and vagina can tear and cause dangers of infection, and if not stopped, may not heal and need surgery. This is besides the pain and shame. It's possible that some women give their consent, but it may be that she's afraid the man will go look for it elsewhere. Continuously looking at porn causes continuous release of genital hormones. With the comrades marathon men are advised to run next to a woman and stick to her pace when they enter the arena where all the people yell to cheer them on. This cheering causes testosterone release, which make them run insensibly fast and most medical causalities happen there before they even reach the end line. Meaning continuous release of hormones because of watching porn, put men in a continuous mental state of insensible action, to the point of rape, which is a crime and mostly then the woman will get the blame of having been seductive. Men in that state of mind will see any nice looking woman as seductive even if she has no intention to be. Porn destroys respect for relationship and committed marriage. The spouse 'becomes boring', the value of having a partner fades. The sense of security of being two together in this cruel world, loses meaning. All gets thrown overboard for 'junk food' - adultery. ------------------------------ Men putting blame on women since the beginning: God said to Adam: "Who told you that you were naked? Have you eaten of the tree which I commanded you that you should not eat?" And the man said: "The woman whom You gave to be with me, she gave me of the tree, and I ate." [Ex-plainer: The 'forbidden fruit' was not sex, it could have been real fruit with effects similar to that of LSD, which broke through to beyond normal senses awareness and made them aware of things they were not aware of before] Gen.3:11+12 ------------------ But ... Jesus:"You have heard that it was said to the ancients: "You shall not commit adultery." But I say to you that whoever looks at a woman to lust after her, has already committed adultery with her in his heart. Mat 5:27-28 . . . If you LOOK you are responsible, so don't look! Look is different than see, because you can look away. Seeing is often unintentional, but looking is intentional. -------------------------------- Where to look: Jesus Christ was once offered to bear the sins of many. And to those who look for Him He shall appear the second time without sin to salvation. Heb 9:28 ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Jesus the first born from the dead: Rev.1:5 The resurrected are somebody else, not the person they were before, that person is dead, those who want the resurrected to be that person, wants someone who is dead, who does not exist anymore, to illustrate that, Jesus gave some of His followers a new name, a new identity, a new character Tuesday, July 9, 2013 hoo-hoo? Sunday, July 7, 2013 Bus stop shelter. Bus stop shelter. A theory about relationship The hope is to get on the bus which takes you to your destiny. If you get on the wrong bus you will go on the wrong road and end up in an incompatible place and be lost. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Homosexuality re-orientation closing its doors. Exodus International: Oldest and largest Christian ministry dealing with homosexuality re-orientation announced that it’s closing its doors: Alan Chamber president: ..."Please know that I am sorry. . . I am sorry for the pain and hurt many of you have experienced. I am sorry that some of you spent years working through the shame and guilt you felt when your attractions didn’t change. I am sorry we promoted sexual orientation change efforts and reparative theories about sexual orientation that stigmatized parents. I am sorry that there were times I didn’t stand up to people publicly “on my side” who called you names like sodomite—or worse. I am sorry that I, knowing some of you so well, failed to share publicly that the gay and lesbian people I know were every bit as capable of being amazing parents as the straight people that I know. I am sorry that when I celebrated a person coming to Christ and surrendering their sexuality to Him that I callously celebrated the end of relationships that broke your heart. I am sorry that I have communicated that you and your families are less than me and mine. More than anything, I am sorry that so many have interpreted this religious rejection by Christians as God’s rejection. I am profoundly sorry that many have walked away from their faith and that some have chosen to end their lives. For the rest of my life I will proclaim nothing but the whole truth of the Gospel, one of grace, mercy and open invitation to all to enter into an in sever-able relationship with almighty God. I cannot apologize for my deeply held biblical beliefs about the boundaries I see in scripture surrounding sex, but I will exercise my beliefs with great care and respect for those who do not share them. I cannot apologize for my beliefs about marriage. But I do not have any desire to fight you on your beliefs or the rights that you seek. My beliefs about these things will never again interfere with God’s command to love my neighbor as I love myself. You have never been my enemy. I am very sorry that I have been yours. I hope the changes in my own life, as well as the ones we announce tonight regarding Exodus International, will bring resolution, and show that I am serious in both my regret and my offer of friendship. I pledge that future endeavors will be focused on peace and common good. " continued .. http://exodusinternational.org/2013/06/i-am-sorry/ Tuesday, June 25, 2013 Didn't know. All those years that I cared about you I didn't even know that you were my enemy and I still don't know why precisely could you not tell me? why not? overwhelmed A lot of suffering caused by fear. Fear also a chain keeping you in suffering. Faith in God let's Him appear in the mids of the threat, and lift you out. face yourself To all those people who had me in their lives at some stage in the past, and now I'm gone, remember < I didn't just leave . . you told me to! In many different ways, and replaced me, thinking you will be happy without me. You are still not happy, even without me What you don't get is that your happiness does not depend on, if I am here or there or if I suffer or am well or alive or dead. Your happiness depends on if you can live with yourself and accept yourself and love yourself. I have nothing to do with that. Only Jesus, the Child of God can help you with that: You give your life to Him, He imparts a piece of Himself into you. You find value and regard yourself. Friday, June 7, 2013 Boston Marraiges (Sappho and Erinna in a Garden at Mytilene by Simeon Solomon During the 17th through 19th centuries, a woman expressing passionate love for another woman was fashionable, accepted, and encouraged. These relationships were termed romantic friendships Boston marriages or "sentimental friends", and were common in the U.S., Europe, and especially in England. Documentation of these relationships is possible by a large volume of letters written between women. Whether the relationship included any sexual component was not a matter for public discourse, but women could form strong and exclusive bonds with each other and still be considered virtuous, innocent, and chaste; a similar relationship with a man would have destroyed a woman's reputation. In fact, these relationships were promoted as alternatives to and practice for a woman's marriage to a man. _____________________________ Woodstock: "If I wrote something about Boston Marriage, would you assume that I was involved with someone in some way?" Tweety bird: "One may consider that possibility you know . . ." Woodstock: "Well, in the light of the fact that I am a Life coach and I thought it appropriate to present this fair and decent lifestyle as a possible choice to consider, for many women who could be confused about who they are and what they wanted or needed, I would have to say in my own defence, that I am not involved romantically or even approaching such." Tweety bird: "So what is happening to you?" Woodstock: "You don't want to know . . . it's spiritual empowered recovery. The persons whom I encounter are messengers given to me, by God. No natural attachments." ------------------------------------------------------------------ Women missions At Philip-pi, Kavala,Greece, (was a Macedonian district) women were the first hearers of the gospel, and Lydia the first convert. Acts16:13-15 Paul,Silas & Luke: "On the Sabbath day we went outside the city's gate to the bank of the river where there was a place of prayer, and we sat down and addressed the women who had assembled there. One of those who listened to us was a woman named Lydia, from the city of Thyatira, an entrepreneur, dealing in fabrics dyed in purple. She was already a worshipper of God, and the Lord opened her heart to pay attention to what was said by Paul. And when she was baptized along with her household, she sincerely requested, saying: "If in your opinion, I am really convinced that Jesus is the Messiah and the Author of salvation and that I will be faithful to the Lord, then come to my house and stay." The coincidence marks genuineness, that in the Letter to the Philippians alone instructions are given to the women who labored with Paul in the gospel, and not without danger. "Philippian Jews, with inclination of mind and eagerness, searched and examined the Scriptures daily to see if these things were so. So many of them became believers, together with a few prominent Greek women as well as some men."(Acts17:12) Euodia and Syntyche were also two of the women who resorted to the river side, where prayer was to be made. Being early converted, they would naturally take a leading part in teaching the message of salvation to other women, in a private sphere of labor. "So stand firm in the Lord, beloved ones. I call Euodias closer, and I call Syntyche closer, to mind the same thing in the Lord. (Have the same interest and work together in the same mission.) And I request also, true colleague, that you help these women who laboured with me in the gospel, with Clement also, and with my other fellow labourers, whose names are in the book of life." There were no discord between these women as assumed by some, they were only called to work together as a team on a mission, like all the missionaries of Jesus were in general called to work in teams of two. The Lord chose and appointed seventy others and sent them out ahead of Him, two by two, into every town and place where He Himself was about to visit. Luke10:1 Sunday, May 26, 2013 Music Music like a dream that is audible, your dream that you make audible or hearing someone else's dream. Music is also melodious sound. Sound is waves floating through air, even through matter and through spirit. as a language of spirit, understanding delicately the sounds of wind in the sails of a boat or the crescendos of thunder thundering of drums humming weeping electric guitar and the rugged voice of a broken heart. Saturday, May 11, 2013 Sometimes things work together? For many years did I consider to study again, seriously, to get a degree or more in one of the social sciences. One thing was in the way, I had to do metric[grade12] again to get exemption to study at university. That year in which I was convinced to start, because I was offered a bursary to start studying the following year, I applied to write metric at the Department of Education. It was only 2 months before the big final exam, which stretched over another month. At 1st the Department wouldn't let me, but I explained about the opportunity of the bursary, which I didn't want to loose. So they gave permission and wrote me in officially. I had to take 6 subjects of my own choice and get hold of books by myself. Local city schools were great in helping me to get all the books I needed for each subject and previous exam papers to work through. I started working with no half year mark to help me and 2 months to study 6 subjects plus work out 1 big assignment for art and produce paintings for the final exhibition crit. I had this going for me that I had made some large paintings earlier during that year. I was tense but I reckoned that, because God made it possible for me to get permission to write metric, He will help me study and pass with the exemption which I needed to study for a career. I did pass with exemption, just made it, which was a miracle and I am grateful, but don't want to go through such a thing again. Afterwards I managed to complete 2 diplomas in counseling and Life coaching. I didn't have the finances at that time to go for degree, but I'm not sorry for what I did get. Maybe one day I'll go for degree, but I don't feel urgent about it. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 9:45 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Monday, May 6, 2013 Wonder As concerning humans, women are my choice slender bodies, huge brains. but so far no-one specific so I travel unattached in wonder . . observing each dance from a distance perhaps till the last type in comic sans. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ask, angels will protect you. I think self-destruct is not necessarily only a women's tendency. The reasons for self-destruct often involve an inescapable place of continued devastating verbal or physical abuse or oppression. Personality gets broken down. Character gets destroyed, this destroys positive self-image. When a person looses self-respect and get daily bruised by attacks and feel helpless in the situation, self-destruction may start and can take over. I think it happens to teenagers of both genders and even children, as well. Meaning, it can be anybody who is not physically strong. Or one person targeted by a group. Abuse is experienced as REJECTION and causes irrational guilt in the abused, which make them an easy victim. I think the reason why self-destruct is mostly attributed to women, is that in most relationships, it's male/female. His is strong and loud and reckons all the rights belong to him If she who is weaker, 'must be controled'. By the time the woman realizes that the person they live with is a perpetual brute, they already have kids. When she is still able to think rationally, the protection and raising of her kids take priority. So she settles to be the shield between them and the husband. when she experiences that there is no escape and their life have become worse than death for all of them, and she is to exhausted to bear it any longer. . I think it basically consists of being trapped and abused and controlled in cruel ways by stronger people, whether it be a husband or parents or brother. A smaller man in a male group. Physical strength, size and loud voice and self-justifying lies, are weapons of destruction. What defence do weaker people have against that? Especially if the big bullies are more than one. 1. Stop feeling rejected, you must reject what he does or they. They are wrong. Nobody needs exceptance or recognition of such people. Often the tendencies of self-destruct will continue even after the person is removed from the abuse and in a safe place, because of this feeling rejected, need of exceptance thing. 2.Stop feeling guilt toward conscienceless, characterless creeps. What he or they do is criminal. Destroying a life is slow murder. 3.Instead of self-destruct, say "I will destroy this situation". (Not the persons physically). Involve the law, even if it doesn't help completely, it helps. 4.If you have money, get away, even if it's to another country. Even if you have kids. 5.If you are alone, no kids or kid sisters etc., find a job & get away. 6. If you need public admiration and you keep up appearances inspite of your suffering, it's not worth it. Drop the pride and get away. 7.If you still can't get away and no-body can help you, pray. God will make a way, where there seems to be no way. Even if it takes long, cling to Jesus like He is a lifeboat in the storm ocean. Confession It creeps on you, silently like shadows. Quite a few years ago I was almost corrupted by the influence of a well-off, confident group of 'friends'. Being with them made me feel safe, but off-course, it was a false sense of security. They always humored my principles and faith until it almost seemed ridiculous to me, and they fortified their 'reckless relations and habits' with confident smiles. God warned me in dreams that I went the wrong way and that I was in a trap. So I broke away from them, but not without severe losses. (Which I only discovered afterwards) What they have done to me, haunted me for years, and also my disappointed ness in myself. Eventually I turned out stronger against deceiving influences, not budging with my principles or my faith. Those creeps who expect of you to compromise obedience to God, or truth, mercy and justice, will only use you and your life to benefit their ego-trip control-ism. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Take and hold an honest stand resenting secret anxieties secret societies gossip parties who plunder authentic existance attacking this one time in all time who you know you should be to work what you know you love to imprint your uniqueness clearly in your space making valid your place in the centuries of time grab hold of truth the sword of honesty defend your destiny and nobel identity for infinity Posted by Timothy Nootau at 6:42 AM No comments: Monday, February 4, 2013 Jesus was our scapegoat to take away our sin Stealing the original symbols of Jesus to make himself look better . . This is imitation fake the real satan is a snake Revelations 20:2 And the angel laid hold on the dragon, that prehistoric serpent, who is the Devil and Satan, and bound him a thousand years. to be continued . . . Love is the answer. Sin means things, thoughts, activity and attitudes which have destructive effects on other individuals or yourself. Someone else suffering or their future harmed for your fun. To have responsibility concerning your needs is mature. Finding someone whom you love and who loves you enough to build a meaningful relationship with the motive to make it last, if possible, get married, is the solution. For both homos and heteros, marriage or committed relationship is the secure and non-destructive set-up for sexual love. ----------- 1Samuel 20:42 Jonathan loves David, he warns David to flee for his life and they make a covenant. As soon as the servant of Jonathan had gone, David rose from the south, and fell on his face to the ground, and bowed himself three times. And they kissed one another, and wept with one another, until David exceeded. And Jonathan said to David, Go in peace because we have both sworn in the name of Jehovah, saying, The Lord will be between me and you, and between my seed and your seed, forever. I have found nowhere in the scriptures that a prophet was sent to David to point out this love as a sin. ------------- Many years later David is King. 2 Samuel 11 King David commits adultery with Bathsheba, she becomes pregnant, David has her husband assasinated and marries her. 2 Samuel 12 God sends His prophet Nathan to King David to point out this crime and pronounce judgement over him. Sunday, January 20, 2013 The legend of the immortals It's more a prophecy than a legend. There cannot only be one, They started with one, there will be many, they will accumulate. They don't reproduce. They don't get born, they get born-again, similar to butterflies, but not as a rule, as a potential. Any human being can go through this metamorphosis, but many won't. Immortals or morphing immortals don't kill each other for exclusive existence. They are sent to find and nurture each other. They don't compete with each other, they co-operate even though they are independent in thinking and not influence able. They can emerge alone and transform alone, because it's the work of God. Not by science or self-improvement, but by the Spirit of God. Although science and self-improvement are ways to experience and manifest the unfolding. They all have the same purpose: Guardians of justice and peace and happiness. Healing of nature, humans and nations. Freedom and flourish. The same purpose of the first one, the Messiah. "In Him we live and move and have our being" They are not the so-called 'Aryan race', they emerge from out of every race and nation and gender and status, rather the most unlikely persons. One example person after Jesus: Paul: stoning could not kill him, snake bite could not kill him, (Acts28:3-6) eventually he was beheaded after he longed to leave this world for quite awhile. I shall start to translate 1Cor.15 and Philippians 3 about this matter. Thursday, January 10, 2013 pi = π → en.wikipedia.org number π = pi number π is a mathematical constant that is the ratio of a circle's circumference to its diameter, and is approximately equal to 3.14159. No matter how big or small the circle, it's pi will always be the same. π is an irrational number, which means that it cannot be expressed exactly as a ratio of two integers, consequently, it's decimal representation never ends and never settles into a permanent repeating pattern. Mathematicians have attempted to extend their understanding of π, sometimes by computing its value to a high degree of accuracy. In the 20th and 21st centuries, mathematicians and computer scientists discovered new approaches that – extended the decimal representation of π to over 10 trillion (1013) digits. π is a transcendental number – a number that is not the root of any nonzero polynomial having rational coefficients. The transcendence of π implies that it is impossible to solve the ancient challenge of squaring the circle with a compass and straight-edge. This is what I want to say: As parallels of different compositions, the circle represents spirit and the square represents natural. ----------------------------------------- In the movie,'The life of Pi', Pee significantly becomes Pi. Sunday, January 6, 2013 'The making of an angel' "I am not going to die for your crimes." Even if you had managed to execute me and a hundred similar to me, it can not pay the punishment for your crimes. You will still be held responsible for your own crimes, if by the last just person or God. Most families or communities still have a so-called scape-goat. I know the experience. Those who were supposed to be my family, experienced me as different enough from them to put unfair blame on me, to redirect the eyes and judgement of community, family and friends to me. I deal with my own crimes and wrong deeds, admit them to God and ask forgiveness and try to fix where I have harmed others, but am not responsible for false accusations and other people's sins. This tendency in humanity to pass the blame, is probably a memory, or even genetic memory, which is already inborn from the ancient practice of 'putting all the sins of the people' on a goat and sending it away into the wilderness. This goat was a prophetic symbol of the Messiah, the child of God, who would take the sins of all humanity of all ages on Him and innocently die in their place, to deliver them from judgement. Meaning, this is where you must go with your crimes and faults, to Jesus, the Messiah, He already took the blame on Him, so your forgiveness is prepared and waiting for you. Do not jeopardize this opportunity, by blaming or framing other humans for your wrong deeds. This may provide a temporary escape, but will add to eventual judgement. Saturday, January 5, 2013 Almost forgotten dream I was amazed when I saw this above image because it reminded me of a dream which I had years ago, it was so vivid that I still remember it clearly, but I didn't understand it . . In my dream I looked over the ocean from a wide spacious beach, half circle around, behind me, were rugged cliff-like orange rocks. I saw something rise up from under the surface of the ocean. It must have emerged from very deep, a huge metal pipe shaped tunnel and it kept on moving out and forward toward the beach, until it reached the beach. Then it just settled to lying still over there. I stared at this for a while, then people started walking out of the tunnel onto the open beach. The women were all dressed in sophisticated evening dresses and the men were all dressed in tuxedos. I wondered who they were and what they were doing? That was it. ------------------------- Now I realize that it was a prophetic dream, they are people moving out from a deep hidden place. Figuratively spoken. Lesbians and gays moving out from that invisible prison where their souls were submerged from life and sunlight, were now walking out calmly in their best appearance. The huge emerging tunnel could mean that it's God's work And spacious beach could mean freedom. Evening gowns and tuxedos don't fit on a beach though, which could mean that lesbians and gays and queers who moved out may feel and look as if they don't fit for awhile, but that would be only by old tradition, new conditions take a little while and a little battle to get established . . . BTW: I consider that the ones in the tuxedos are the lesbians and the ones in the evening gowns are the gays . . in dreams . . Friday, January 4, 2013 Prepare for freedom If you are a closet lesbian . . and you want to be free . . to be yourself, but you are alone, and you are not up to that risk by yourself . . realize that, by now you have recognized and acknowledged yourself you and God know who you are and accept who you are you are free from the exhausting confusion, conflict and guilt you can breathe and relax and smile you don't have to 'come out' when you are alone, your secret is not 'dark' and morbid, it's colourful and interesting. It adds an element of mystery to your ambiance and, sometime, events or a new person entering your life may ease you out gently strengthened by the comfort and safety of not being alone going alone out there . . ------------------------------------------------ At the gym I found a new way of warm-up aerobics: punch bag boxing. It's super, because it's two in one: good exercise and and self-defence training. Surprising how out of breath it makes you. I won't box for real in the ring, because I treasure my brain to much and I can't imagine hitting a woman. BUT What stops any woman to become a woman with a punch. If you want equal rights in the business world and society, then you must also be equal in physical strength and fight-ability. I saw this thin young guy at the gym, looks about 22 years old. He was working-out with weights, lighter than what I work out with, and he was struggeling, but he was there and doing something about getting strong . . he knows he has to. Guys know they have to, girls still don't know that! Women of the future are women with equal rights and equal preparedness. Here are some punch bag tips. Don't hurt yourself, get wrist guards. The Way I Read. A person, a writer, may take the labor of writing a book to try and prove a theory of some kind. This usually entails research in specified fields. The research delivers interesting information which may be meaningful to other aspects of life, besides proving 'the theory'. Except for crime and control-ism, I'm not against anything. Concerning books, it would be like turning your back on a diamond mine, just because there are more pebbles and stones than gems. See, I like to sift the diamonds and gold from the pebbles and sand. How do I recognize the gems from the stones? It takes years of reading and you need a basic stable reference. The Hebrew ancient scriptures known as the Old Testament of the Bible was written since Moses to Malachi, within one millennium. That's about in between 1500 BC to 300BC. Possibly Jonah's story was written after Malachi. Moses with his sophisticated Egyptian education, rewrote and edited the historic records that were kept during the past 2500 years of Adam > Noah > Abraham > Israel history. I didn't want to give a history lesson, but those ancient scriptures are a compilation of different scrolls written by different people at different times. It is possible that it was done on purpose, but there are a lot of corresponding prophecies and themes and parallels, in these different 'books', also in relation with the documents written by the students of Jesus (the new testament). Keeping this as an anchor, I can read many books ancient to new science: religions, mythology, legends, political and even science fiction and recognize the diamonds and gold, the parallels which, instead of opposing, rather seem to co-operate in 'painting' the unfolding picture of the meaning of life and destiny of humanity. Wednesday, December 19, 2012 Androgeny in art & society. Camille Paglia Art, Culture and Social Science Paglia is not simply an art historian and commentator. She is a philosopher and social scientist. In the manner of science: based on observable detailed descriptions of art, she makes logical inferences about the culture (social values) of the art producing society. Art forms are not seen solely as aesthetic values. Art is also seen as a manifestation of social values. From observable aesthetic characteristics, inferences are made about the subliminal (non-observable) social values. Androgyny and Art Androgyny in its simplest definition is: “The mixing of masculine and feminine characteristics… an androgynous person does not fit cleanly into the typical masculine and feminine gender identities of their society. ” However, as Paglia demonstrates with incredible (painful) detail, the nature of the “mixing” and the types of “identities” varies profoundly throughout the history of Western art, and the values of Western societies vary in tandem with the various androgynous representations. For example, in Ancient Greece, androgynous Athena is represented in distinct male or female forms. Sometimes the goddess appears as a female and sometimes a male. “In the Iliad, Athena appears four times as a male, and six times in her own form.” In the Odyssey, “She appears eight times as a male, twice as a human girl, six times as herself.” Also in the Odyssey, she transforms herself in front of Odysseus from a “young shepherd [into] a woman, tall, beautiful, and accomplished …her sexual duality is also expressed by her masculine armour.” Androgynous Art and Culture However, Paglia is not content with simply describing the evolution of androgynous images in Western art. She seeks to demonstrate how those images are associated with social values of the times. For example, she writes: “I propose the answer to Athena’s androgyny… Athena appears in many disguises and crosses sexual borderlines [because] she symbolizes the resourceful, adaptive mind, the ability to invent, plan, conspire, cope and survive”; all social values that were fundamental to Greek culture. Thursday, December 6, 2012 The inconspiciousness of the Savior It is possible that whatever you see and what ever you don't see . . reveals to an extent who or what your god is? The Creator knows what 'rules' and what ruins this world. Not the thing itself, but all the sacrifices made to it. Still the Shepherd wants you to be free to choose between physical enslavement or the freedom of a peaceful and happy soul. Tuesday, September 11, 20 Sensitivitypollution, p Monday, August 27, 2012 Typhoon Bolaven lashes Japan's Okinawa Monday morning the strongest gusts measured on the islands - on Amami, north of Okinawa - reached 140km/h. The storm was expected to dump up to 350mm of rain on Okinawa and 250mm on Amami. All domestic and international flights out of the island's Naha Airport have been cancelled. Some 200 households without electricity, and hundreds of people have taken shelter in public buildings on the island. Typhoon Bolaven comes just after Typhoon Temblin, which has caused widespread damage in Taiwan. The latest typhoon is the 15th destructive storm of the season in East Asia. LINK Sunday, August 26, 2012 Niger river floods Heavy flooding in Niger over the past few weeks has killed up to 65 people and left 125,000 homeless. People in Niger lost their homes and crops after the River Niger burst its banks at the weekend. 30,000 animals had died in the flooding and carcasses could be seen floating near water points, spreading further fears of outbreaks of waterborne diseases. 40 people have already died in flooding in Ghana in June and July. In Burkina Faso,14 people had died last month in floods and many people were sleeping in schools and other public buildings. Northern Chad in the Sahara desert has recently recorded the heaviest rain in 50 years and hail stones the size of eggs destroyed crops in central Guinea in JulyOn Monday, at least 13 people died - most of them children - in the Sierra Leonean capital, Freetown, when a building collapsed during a mudslide, following torrential rain. LINK Sunday, August 12, 2012 Earthquake Saturday afternoon in Iran Rescuers in Iran are searching through the rubble for survivors from two strong earthquakes which left at least 250 people dead. The 6.4 and 6.3 quakes struck near Tabriz and Ahar on Saturday afternoon, and more than 2,000 are believed injured. LINK Thursday, August 9, 2012 Typhoon Haikui hits China. Up to 110 kmph wind hit China, Zhejiang. Typhoon Haikui claimed three lives as floodwaters swept through eastern China. Haikui reportedly killed two people in Shanghai and one in the neighbouring Anhui province. More than 1.5 million people in eastern China's Zhejiang have been moved from their homes. LINK Tuesday, August 7, 2012 Manila streets turned into rivers. Polystyrene raft. The flooding - neck-deep in some areas - forced tens of thousands of people to flee their homes, closing schools, offices and the stock exchange. At least nine people have been reported dead as torrential rain caused flooding that paralysed most parts of the Philippine capital, Manila. Weather officials warn that the floods could get worse as the overflowing La Mesa dam, which holds back Manila's main reservoir, spills more water. At least 50% of Metro Manila is flooded," Dams and waterways in affected areas are being closely monitored. "It's been raining continuously for over 24 hours now," LINK Saturday, August 4, 2012 Dreadful North Korea floods The floods that hit parts of North Korea in recent weeks have killed 169 people and left 400 missing, state news agency revising earlier casualty figures. The floods and heavy rain in late June and July have also made more than 212,000 people homeless. Some 65,000 hectares (160,000 acres) of cropland were affected. North Korea asked for help. The UN's World Food Programme (WFP) says it is sending emergency food. LINK Thursday, August 2, 2012 Typhoon hits Taiwan Typhoon Saola hits eastern Taiwan in the early hours of Thursday killing at least five people and injuring 15 more. Two people are still missing after torrential rains and strong winds triggered landslides and flooding on the island. Death toll rises to 44 as typhoon turns into 90km tropical storm and hits China. Monday, July 23, 2012 Heaviest rainfall to hit China's capital Beijing Chaos at the capital's Guangqumen overpass British businessman Ewen Wardman saw a woman narrowly escape death after being trapped by the floods in the manhole drainage system. "I saw a woman walking across a road. All of a sudden she was swept 100 metres down the road and came to an abrupt halt, stuck in the road with water flowing over the top of her. "Some 20-30 people had surrounded her but only a few could help," he told the BBC. "It didn't look good at first as the water continued to flow over her head, but after about five minutes they pulled her free." Heavy Beijing rains leave 37 dead and stranded thousands at the main airport. It struck on Saturday afternoon and continued into the night, flooding major roads. Roof collapses, lightning strikes and electrocution from downed power lines were among the causes of the deaths. By Sunday evening, more than 65,000 people had to be evacuated. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 10:31 AM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Monday, July 9, 2012 Russia flood tragedy unexpected. Record torrential rain blamed. TV pictures from Krasnodar region showed thousands of houses almost completely submerged, with people scrambling on to their rooftops to escape the rising waters. Most of those 171 who died were in and around Krymsk, a town of 57,000 people. But deaths were also reported in the Black Sea resort of Gelendzhik and in the port city of Novorossiysk, a major oil terminal. Krasnodar governor Alexander Tkachev said more than 24,000 people had been affected by the floods. The regional authorities say more than 5,000 houses were inundated. "It's an unprecedented tragedy. There has been nothing like it in our history," Mr Tkachev said. He acknowledged that officials had known of the danger facing Krymsk three hours before the floodwaters hit. Addressing an angry crowd he said: "in those three hours were we supposed to visit everyone and warn them? How could we? And if we had done would your really have left your homes?" Izvestiya wrote "the tragedy of Krymsk was a demonstration of what hoping against hope can lead to" Friday, July 6, 2012 Origin of the goat head In fairly present times, Why would the main symbol of evil be the head of a goat? Why not rather the head of a wolf or pig or crocodile? Long before the dark middle ages or earlier times of obscure orders and devil worshipers, the head of a goat was associated with transgression, sin and evil. But in the sense of redemption. According to ancient scriptures of ancient Israel . . . Around 4000 years ago:Leviticus 16:20-22 Two goats were chosen but were symbolic of One. The 1st one was killed as a sacrifice for sin and the 2nd one taken out and away as taking the confessed sins and blame away from the people. 20"And when the high priest has made an end of reconciling the sanctuary and the tabernacle of the congregation and the altar, he shall bring the live goat(2nd one). And Aaron shall lay both his hands on the head of the live goat, and confess over him all the sins of the children of Israel, and all their transgressions in all their sins, putting them on the head of the goat, and shall send away by the hand of a chosen man into the wilderness. And the goat shall bear on him all their sins to a land in which no one lives. And he shall let the goat go in the wilderness. -------------------------- About 2000 years ago: Hebrews 10:1-10 Because the Law, since it was only an example (a shadow) of the good things to come and not the very form of things, can never make perfect those who draw near to God by the same sacrifices which they offered continually year by year. . . . . . But in those sacrifices there is a reminder of sins year by year. Because it is impossible for the blood of bulls and goats to take away sins. Therefore, when Jesus comes into the world, He says, "SACRIFICE AND OFFERING YOU HAVE NOT DESIRED, BUT A BODY YOU HAVE PREPARED FOR ME; . . . . . . 'BEHOLD, I HAVE COME TO DO YOUR WILL, O GOD. (IN THE SCROLL OF THE BOOK IT IS WRITTEN OF ME) ' . . . . . . By this plan we have been sanctified through the offering of the body of Jesus Christ once for all and all our sins and blame taken away from us. Even the symbol of a human body with a goat head arrived from the concept of the human son of God who would take the sins and blame of all humanity on Him and pay the penalty, but that's another story. Posted by Timothy Nootau at 4:28 PM No comments: Email ThisBlogThis!Share to TwitterShare to FacebookShare to Pinterest Wednesday, June 27, 2012 Glory of the upside down cross ORIGINAted as an honor to Jesus the Messiah. Peter is said to have been crucified under Emperor Nero, the cross being upside down at his own request since he saw himself unworthy to be crucified in the same way as Jesus Christ. METAL?? http://www.cracked.com/article_18606_8-historic-symbols-that-mean-opposite-what-you-think.html Monday, June 25, 2012 Daring and patient rescue of whale. The whale nuzzled the divers after they had untangled her. It is a true story about a female humpback whale who had become entangled in a spider web of crab traps and lines. She was weighted down by hundreds of pounds of traps that caused her to struggle to stay afloat. She also had hundreds of yards of line rope wrapped around her body, her tail, her torso, a line tugging in her mouth. A fisherman spotted her just east of the Farallon Islands (outside the Golden Gate) and radioed an environmental group for help. Within a few hours, the rescue team arrived and determined that she was so bad off, the only way to save her was to dive in and untangle her. They worked for hours with curved knives and eventually freed her. When she was free, the divers say she swam in, what seemed like, joyous circles. She then came back to each and every diver, one at a time, and nudged them, pushed them gently around as she was thanking them. Some said it was the most incredibly beautiful experience of their lives. The guy who cut the rope out of her mouth said her eyes were following him the whole time, and he will never be the same. San Francisco Chronicle . Monday, June 18, 2012 freedom of speech Mathematics has it's own beauty. Oil drilling scientists have to calculate accurately to target the right spots on the ocean floor for the drilling to find oil. They use various formulas for this. Some formulas can be used to take a dead-end weak-target-answer into another abstract 'dimension', calculate a good target answer there and bring this back into the original mathematical calculation and arrive at a solution. These mathematical manoeuvres can not be done without the formulas. It takes geniuses to work this out. The drillers then find the oil, the pumpers pump it out, they make gas, sell it to the merchants and then to all of us who think all it takes to get the gas for our cars is the money we pay for it. Spiritual matters are more complex, those who know some of the formulas can provide you with some of the power and truth and wisdom to fix and fill your soul and motivate your life. That's why faith matters, to receive life saving essentials, that still don't make sense to you. It takes a lot of time and careful analizing to discover and workout and practice these things and one has to focus to be in the right wave (frequency). Most people won't bother and go for temporarily quick fixes which eventually wearout their bodies and minds and emotions. Thats why some who find, share it for free. Take it or leave it. Tuesday, June 12, 2012 Afghanistan Earthquake The mountain was too big and strong and the houses were made of mud ... There is silence and silence alone.” Part of the mountain collapsed, burying the village. One house left standing. Monday, June 11, 2012 England flood alerts Rescue workers check caravans for trapped campers. Click: Flooding and storm warnings across England Severe weather warnings of heavy rain, and flood alerts, are in place across parts of England. A man had to be rescued by firefighters after his car became stuck in a flood in Waterlooville, Hampshire. Mick Crennell, from Hampshire Fire and Rescue Service, said: "This incident highlights the dangers of attempting to drive through deep water and it gives an indication of how quickly the situation can change and become life-threatening." Sunday, June 3, 2012 Wildfires ravage huge expanses of south-western US Wildfires have destroyed a vast area of the Gila National Forest in New Mexico and have raged out of control in other parts of the south-west, including Arizona, Nevada and parts of California. Super-sized and highly destructive wildfires have become a regular occurrence in America, especially in the south-west, because of drought, climate change and human interference with the natural landscape. Fires combined in New Mexico to create the largest wildfire in the state's history. Saturday, June 2, 2012 Awesome shoulders. Why can't I stop staring at this painting? I wouldn't make the nostrils so prominent, but the shadow planes on the dark side of her face are disturbingly gently toned and contrasted. The expression in her eyes are so .. amazing that you could describe it in any way and it would fit, let's say calm and warm, or cold and cruel? contemplating, staring, wondering? saying 'hallo' or saying 'goodbye' happy and content, or cinycally dissappointed? but not defeated, instead objectively free. Never mind, let it fit your moment. To me she is a grand apparition of total masculine femininity, with her powerfully turned neck and dramatic shoulders. Sculptural but sensually soft against the dark, subtely shaded, sandy background. Monday, May 28, 2012 True Storie: How I met God. I was lost & forgotten in the city, working as a backstage decor artist in the city theatre. Cape Town is a windy and rainy city, especially during the winter. This does magnify feelings of fatalism. So, I did most things that make one's life go wrong at 23. Almost half of my salary was spent on wine & beer & winstons. Most of the people I hung out with, were also lost and forgotten little artists or rejected semi-homos or closet or out or getting out. We couldn't save each other, instead, you know, we helped each other getting worse with 'reasuring understanding'. How did we survive the after week-end hang-overs . . ? One day I woke up, rolled up in a large sheet of foam rubber, at work. I managed to get to work on time, but once in the studio, I felt so wasted, that I hid myself in the sheet of foam rubber and fell asleep. Decadent, impulsively self-destructive, suicidally reckless, because, the inner pain and loneliness was too much. Alcohol took away the pain & made me feel free & silly for awhile. Sub-consciously, I was sinking deeper into despair, I stopped going out. My painting stuff was in the motor-house (garage), so I just painted there in my free time and week-ends until around 4 in the mornings, stocked with enough red wine and winstons. Some of the paintings were comic-like, others were distorted self-portraits or falling eagles, shot-gunned. One night, a friend and I were driving home from a restaurant. We went out for a few drinks and a chat. Something weird happened there, when I lit a smoke it made me nauseous and when they brought our beers, I couldn't get mine down? So we left early. She was driving and I was looking out, staring up into the black sky and heard a voice from the sky say to me: "Your greatest fear is ..." (I'm not telling because, that's one thing you don't tell people). She did not hear anything and I knew and I just kept staring out quietly considering this new insight and not knowing what to do about it. This experience did not cause me to stop drinking and smoking, afterwards I realized that, that evening was different, I couldn't get the junk in because, the Spirit of God has approached me to reveal something to me. A few weeks passed and this night I was painting alone in the garage. We were 3 girls who shared an apartment. Both of them were out,(they were hetero). Fatalism overwhelmed me. My life was out of control and it scared me and the wind made me feel crazy and the misty cold reflected the cold in my soul and I didn't want to carry on anymore. I decided to kill myself that night and went into the apartment. There were no pills or weapons, but a sharp kitchen knife. With the knife in my hand, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know where to cut or even where to stab. Strength left me, I couldn't get up, I lyed there on the carped and decided to instead of taking my life to just give my life away to God as fatal as suicide. I said this to God:"I can't make a life, if You can make something of my life, take it". I didn't hear anything from Him, but I felt something change in me, as if He imparted into me His acceptance of my offer. The next day, the fear was gone and the coldness and the crazy. I was floating, nothing worried me, the only thing that I felt concerned about was to go and help clean the penguins who were affected by an oil spill crises in the ocean. From then on this tendency to rescue took shape in me. Since then I lost interest in drinking and smoking over about 4 years and got interested in sport. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This picture is the Spirit of God with you. Those who live by the power of God can resist & overcome those who live by the power of satan, whose aim it is to try sever people from Jesus & the Father.. this is what many church people are trying to do to gay people and have sadly succeeded in many cases, so I say that they do it by the power of satan(accuser). By the compasionate concern of God, I was sent to present this message to the gay people to offer to them to live by the power of God, which is attainable through honest prayer and confession (confess pain, anger & helplessness & ask for power & the presence of His Holy Spirit. Spend quality time for this.) Because of this message, those who operate by the power of the Accuser, have gunned my life with accusations of many and dreadful kinds. The reason offcourse is to try discredit & make invalid the message from Jesus, with the purpose of keeping gay people away from the light, safety and warmth of the love of God. Peculiar people of the rainbow, what can you loose by defying the accusers & to take the liberty to approach Jesus, yield your life to Him and ask for His Spirit? Saturday, June 11, 2011 Legal name. For all those people who vomit fire at this person who took legal steps to change her name, because they don't like their own ugly names, hey it takes something to change the things you don't like and you can also do it. . Change of name through Internal Affairs. The reason why I wanted to change my name for a long time, was because I didn’t like my 1st name. I was already a grown-up, when I realized that I didn’t have to live all my life with, being called a name that I didn’t like. I applied for a name change at Internal Affairs of our country. I had to fill in forms and pay a certain amount. After a few months my new name application was accepted and I received my new ID Document with my new name. With this new ID and new name, I wrote Matric again, so that I could study at a university. I finished my 1st & 2nd year and hope to start with my 3rd year next year. My 1st ID Book with the problematic name on it was thrown away by me, because I did never in the least expect, that other people, who shouldn’t make it any of their business, have problems with this. I did everything legally through the expected procedures. My ID Number was never changed, neither my surname, only my 1st name by which people call me. I love my new name, it symbolizes the most important things that I live for and conveniently it is a gender identity free name. Short and sweet and unique. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Remedy for obstructions. Those who sentenced me without a hearing Who tried to execute me without a fair trial Educated intelligent people with responsible positions in society Who were trained . . . . 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Click here to buy your copy now. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ My experience is spiritual. Although marrying is a better deal for love than messing around, it still is not the salvation for your life. Everybody who is married knows that. The soul’s inner needs cannot be satisfied by human love. It won’t help to go hopping around from person to person to find it, not even from adventure to adventure. If I had to rely on human love for rescue I would be a totally dead bird by now. Why am I alive and even more content than married people? And I do not mess around with sex. As a fact I live celibate and shall stay this way until I find my soul-mate partner who will marry me. If this may not happen, I shall accept it and still live and be happy, because I have some-one else in my life. This is a spiritual person. It is the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is a representation of Jesus the Son of God. The Spirit of God can divide into millions of spiritual replicas of Jesus and still be interconnected and united in God. Similar like each person who has their own personalized cell phone but all are interconnected with the same network. In it are different services available to help you through your daily life. There are also network consultants to teach you and solve your problems. Without your cell phone you are out of connection and out of contact. But the Spiritual network is the kingdom of God. The presence of God is your connection. This is your personalized portion of the Holy Spirit representation of Jesus. Because our God is a consuming fire, (Hebrews 12:29) your portion of the Holy Spirit is like a spiritual flame.(Acts2:3+4) This Flame envelopes you like a soft electric charge. This living flame transmits love into your soul. This is your rescue. This is the satisfaction for the inner needs of the soul. This will also reflect in your attitude towards the outward world. --------------------- Friday, January 14, 2011 Religious fear intimidation. Misinterpretations that lead to misunderstandings that cause misrepresentations & devastations in the twilight zone of fear. ---------------- Closets are a kind of people whose inner journey is totally different than their outer journey. Some are aware that their inner journey is real and that their outer journey is a fake. Others are disconnected from their inner journey or the inner journey has ceased because the soul has passed out from inner conflict and trauma. What ever the state of the soul is in, the closet sets the stage for misunderstandings. The lack of clear communication. The attempts to transmit messages inconspicuously. The indirect indications of tendency or longing followed by direct almost intense denial of specific definition of who they are. If somebody needs to know who you are, because of love or need to identify and you are to scared to say: "I am gay" . . . at least say: "I am a closet Sunday, January 2, 2011 An ego-trip incinerates that of value. "Vincent van Gogh’s painting »Vase with Five Sunflowers« is the second version from the Arles series, painted during August 1888. The painting with the royal-blue background had the dimensions of 98 cm × 69 cm and belonged to a private collector in Japan. Unfortunately, the painting was burnt by a fire during WW II. ----------------------------------------------- Relationship: It is normal to have a need for recognition, but when your need for recognition is stronger than your sense of value, you can easily step into the traps of betrayal and unfaithfulness. The answer is not to suppress your need for recognition, but to enlarge and grow in your sense of value. Ironically authentic recognition comes your way when your sense of value is larger than your need for recognition." ----------------------------------------------------------------------- What matters? GOD, SUBLIME INTERACTING SPIRIT. AWESOME NATURE. ART. . . and a cup of tea. ------------------------------------------------------------ Romantic Friendship Two people of the same gender who love each other the most. Who are to each other the most important human in the world. Love doing things together. Take care of each other. Stand by each other against all.